1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 api.OpenSubtitles.org is deprecated, please implement REST API from OpenSubtitles.com 2 00:00:22,556 --> 00:00:25,793 * if you hear 3 00:00:25,826 --> 00:00:30,131 * a song in blue 4 00:00:30,164 --> 00:00:35,169 * like a flower crying 5 00:00:35,203 --> 00:00:39,273 * for the dew 6 00:00:39,307 --> 00:00:42,476 * that was my heart 7 00:00:42,510 --> 00:00:47,548 * serenading you 8 00:00:47,581 --> 00:00:51,419 * my prelude to 9 00:00:51,452 --> 00:00:55,689 * a kiss 10 00:02:46,234 --> 00:02:48,302 I love 11 00:02:48,336 --> 00:02:51,739 The little sign When you buy your ticket To the roller coaster-- 12 00:02:51,772 --> 00:02:54,342 "ride at your own risk." 13 00:02:54,375 --> 00:02:58,346 As if the management Is not at all concerned With your safety, 14 00:02:58,379 --> 00:03:00,481 The entire contraption Is about to collapse, 15 00:03:00,514 --> 00:03:02,483 And to top it off, 16 00:03:02,516 --> 00:03:04,752 There are supernatural powers Out there 17 00:03:04,785 --> 00:03:07,355 Just waiting to pull you Off the tracks 18 00:03:07,388 --> 00:03:12,860 And out into your worst, Cruelest nightmare-- 19 00:03:12,893 --> 00:03:14,628 The wild blue. 20 00:03:16,364 --> 00:03:20,601 They want you to believe That anything can happen. 21 00:03:22,336 --> 00:03:24,905 And they're right. 22 00:03:29,910 --> 00:03:32,346 Open that window. 23 00:03:35,449 --> 00:03:37,351 * spendin' cash Talkin' trash * 24 00:03:37,385 --> 00:03:41,021 * good-bye, i showed you A real good time * 25 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:44,725 * come along with me and Leave your troubles behind * 26 00:03:46,460 --> 00:03:50,498 Hey, terry. I'm splitting. Hey, pete. Did you meet-- 27 00:03:50,531 --> 00:03:52,566 Rita. 28 00:03:52,600 --> 00:03:54,568 No. Hi. 29 00:03:55,636 --> 00:03:57,738 Hi. Peter, rita. Rita, peter. 30 00:03:57,771 --> 00:04:00,341 Actually, i'm gonna go-- What's everybody drinking? 31 00:04:00,374 --> 00:04:02,443 Rit? Oh. 32 00:04:02,476 --> 00:04:04,278 Can i fill you up there? I'll have another Dewar's, thanks. 33 00:04:04,312 --> 00:04:05,813 Pete? Uh, no, thank you. I'm-- 34 00:04:05,846 --> 00:04:07,681 Oh, don't worry. I'll get it. You two just relax. 35 00:04:07,715 --> 00:04:11,619 So, one, uh, dewar's, And one, uh, beer. 36 00:04:35,008 --> 00:04:38,946 * i love myself I want you to love me * 37 00:04:38,979 --> 00:04:41,349 * when i feel down 38 00:04:41,382 --> 00:04:44,051 * i want you above me 39 00:04:44,084 --> 00:04:46,354 * i search myself 40 00:04:46,387 --> 00:04:48,356 * i want you to find me 41 00:04:48,389 --> 00:04:50,758 * i forget myself 42 00:04:50,791 --> 00:04:53,961 * i want you to remind me 43 00:04:53,994 --> 00:04:58,732 * i don't want anybody else 44 00:04:58,766 --> 00:05:00,801 How do you know The sokols? 45 00:05:00,834 --> 00:05:03,504 I don't. 46 00:05:03,537 --> 00:05:05,739 Except from the hall. 47 00:05:05,773 --> 00:05:08,876 Oh, you're a neighbor? I couldn't sleep. 48 00:05:08,909 --> 00:05:11,745 Oh, really? Why? How long have you Lived here? 49 00:05:11,779 --> 00:05:14,615 I haven't slept Since i was 14. Two years. 50 00:05:17,485 --> 00:05:20,588 Did you say you hadn't slept Since you were 14? 51 00:05:20,621 --> 00:05:22,756 Pretty much. 52 00:05:23,791 --> 00:05:25,759 You look great, 53 00:05:26,794 --> 00:05:29,497 Considering. 54 00:05:29,530 --> 00:05:31,632 Thank you. 55 00:05:32,633 --> 00:05:35,469 Rita what? Uh, boyle. 56 00:05:35,503 --> 00:05:37,538 Peter hoskins. 57 00:05:37,571 --> 00:05:39,740 Hoskins? As in "hoskin's disease." 58 00:05:39,773 --> 00:05:41,509 Oh, hodgkin. 59 00:05:41,542 --> 00:05:43,511 No, no. 60 00:05:43,544 --> 00:05:46,947 It was just A nonhumorous flail. 61 00:05:48,749 --> 00:05:51,619 What? * i don't want 62 00:05:51,652 --> 00:05:53,621 * anybody else 63 00:05:53,654 --> 00:05:56,790 * when i think about you I touch myself * I like your shirt. 64 00:05:58,158 --> 00:06:01,695 * i don't want anybody else 65 00:06:01,729 --> 00:06:05,466 Dewar's, madam. Thank you. 66 00:06:05,499 --> 00:06:08,469 No beer. Sorry. Wine's fine, thanks. 67 00:06:13,707 --> 00:06:16,510 Rita has insomnia. 68 00:06:17,645 --> 00:06:19,613 Oh, yeah? 69 00:06:23,116 --> 00:06:25,152 Listen, i gotta pee. 70 00:06:25,185 --> 00:06:27,087 I'm sorry. Excuse me. 71 00:06:27,120 --> 00:06:29,056 Forgive me. 72 00:06:33,861 --> 00:06:36,897 So, what do you do When you're not Not sleeping? 73 00:06:36,930 --> 00:06:40,167 Oh, i usually write In my journal. 74 00:06:40,200 --> 00:06:42,436 You mean, for a living? 75 00:06:42,470 --> 00:06:44,137 I'm a bartender. 76 00:06:44,171 --> 00:06:46,607 Oh, really, where? Yeah. At the tin market. 77 00:06:46,640 --> 00:06:48,542 You work saturdays? 78 00:06:48,576 --> 00:06:50,578 Well, you must Make good money. 79 00:06:52,245 --> 00:06:53,947 What are your aspirations In that case? 80 00:06:53,981 --> 00:06:55,816 I'm, like, a graphic designer. 81 00:06:55,849 --> 00:06:57,885 Oh, great. 82 00:06:57,918 --> 00:06:59,953 So, why can't you sleep? You know what's good? 83 00:06:59,987 --> 00:07:01,889 I forget what it's called. It's an herb. 84 00:07:01,922 --> 00:07:04,057 I tried it. Didn't work? 85 00:07:04,091 --> 00:07:08,028 I can't remember What it's called either. My memory's terrible. 86 00:07:08,061 --> 00:07:09,663 Maybe that's Why you can't sleep-- 87 00:07:09,697 --> 00:07:11,031 You forget How tired you are. 88 00:07:17,204 --> 00:07:19,873 Well, If you need any help Getting to sleep, i-- 89 00:07:21,174 --> 00:07:23,210 Sorry. 90 00:07:27,515 --> 00:07:29,483 Nice talking to you. 91 00:07:29,517 --> 00:07:31,485 You too. 92 00:07:39,927 --> 00:07:42,763 I stood outside for awhile 93 00:07:42,796 --> 00:07:45,766 Just listening to the silence. 94 00:07:45,799 --> 00:07:48,902 Then i tried to figure out Which window was hers, 95 00:07:48,936 --> 00:07:51,705 And what her life Might be like, 96 00:07:51,739 --> 00:07:54,174 And why she couldn't sleep. 97 00:07:54,207 --> 00:07:56,276 Like that. 98 00:07:56,309 --> 00:07:58,612 The spell was cast. 99 00:07:58,646 --> 00:08:03,283 * there's always something In the road * 100 00:08:03,316 --> 00:08:06,887 * always something in the road 101 00:08:06,920 --> 00:08:09,923 * keeping me from The one thing * 102 00:08:09,957 --> 00:08:12,626 * that i want 103 00:08:12,660 --> 00:08:15,829 * the one thing I will never have * 104 00:08:15,863 --> 00:08:17,798 Hi. 105 00:08:19,667 --> 00:08:21,669 Oh, hi. 106 00:08:21,702 --> 00:08:24,204 Is this all right? 107 00:08:24,237 --> 00:08:26,607 No, i'm sorry. You can never come in here. 108 00:08:28,842 --> 00:08:30,010 What's new? 109 00:08:34,715 --> 00:08:37,284 Since yesterday? Let's see. 110 00:08:37,317 --> 00:08:39,753 So much has happened. 111 00:08:44,057 --> 00:08:46,126 You look great. 112 00:08:52,600 --> 00:08:54,635 What will you drink? 113 00:08:55,803 --> 00:08:57,771 Do you have molson? 114 00:09:09,650 --> 00:09:12,119 Did you get some sleep? Eventually. 115 00:09:12,152 --> 00:09:14,955 You? Sleep? Oh. 116 00:09:14,988 --> 00:09:17,691 I don't have Any trouble. 117 00:09:17,725 --> 00:09:20,227 But let's see. 118 00:09:20,260 --> 00:09:22,630 I read the white hotel Today. 119 00:09:22,663 --> 00:09:25,633 Oh. 120 00:09:25,666 --> 00:09:27,768 That was pretty much it. 121 00:09:27,801 --> 00:09:29,770 How was it? 122 00:09:29,803 --> 00:09:32,039 Did you read it? No. 123 00:09:32,072 --> 00:09:35,643 But i read some Of the case histories That it was based on. 124 00:09:35,676 --> 00:09:36,644 You have? 125 00:09:36,677 --> 00:09:39,680 Freud. You've read freud? 126 00:09:39,713 --> 00:09:42,049 Have you? No. 127 00:09:42,082 --> 00:09:45,118 But this book starts 128 00:09:45,152 --> 00:09:48,689 With this very highfalutin', Sexual dream thing, you know? 129 00:09:48,722 --> 00:09:52,660 Yeah, i hear everybody Beats off when they read it. 130 00:09:52,693 --> 00:09:54,628 I'm sorry. 131 00:09:54,662 --> 00:09:56,596 You heard that? 132 00:09:59,933 --> 00:10:03,637 Go on. This lovely, Very neurotic woman 133 00:10:03,671 --> 00:10:05,906 Goes into therapy With freud himself. 134 00:10:05,939 --> 00:10:08,175 Right. And he sort of cures her, 135 00:10:08,208 --> 00:10:10,177 So that she can go on To live for awhile 136 00:10:10,210 --> 00:10:12,179 Before being killed By the nazis 137 00:10:12,212 --> 00:10:15,048 In a... Lime pit. 138 00:10:15,082 --> 00:10:20,020 Uh, happy, happy stuff. 139 00:10:21,188 --> 00:10:23,290 So, 140 00:10:23,323 --> 00:10:25,793 Why were you in europe For ten years? 141 00:10:26,927 --> 00:10:29,096 How did you know I was in europe? 142 00:10:29,129 --> 00:10:31,031 Word gets around. 143 00:10:32,933 --> 00:10:36,436 You asked taylor About me? 144 00:10:36,469 --> 00:10:40,173 You were asking around About me? 145 00:10:40,207 --> 00:10:42,943 Let's get married. 146 00:10:44,344 --> 00:10:46,313 Okay. 147 00:10:48,081 --> 00:10:50,383 Okay. 148 00:10:50,417 --> 00:10:53,721 This is the story, and I'm not making it up. Okay. 149 00:10:53,754 --> 00:10:55,422 And it's not as sad As it sounds. Shoot. 150 00:10:55,455 --> 00:10:58,191 My parents separated When i was four. 151 00:10:58,225 --> 00:11:00,193 I went to live With my grandparents-- 152 00:11:00,227 --> 00:11:02,229 Who are unfortunately Deceased now-- 153 00:11:02,262 --> 00:11:04,732 I'm gonna make this As brief as possible. Take your time. 154 00:11:04,765 --> 00:11:08,168 And-- We can go up to my place When you're done. 155 00:11:08,201 --> 00:11:12,405 And everything worked out Great for everybody. It was amazing. 156 00:11:15,943 --> 00:11:18,445 No. Go on. 157 00:11:18,478 --> 00:11:22,182 I'm four years old. I go to live With my grandparents, 158 00:11:22,215 --> 00:11:25,919 Who both wound up having To go into nursing homes When i was 12. 159 00:11:25,953 --> 00:11:27,921 They were both sick. 160 00:11:27,955 --> 00:11:30,057 So i go to live With my mother, 161 00:11:30,090 --> 00:11:33,260 Who by this time Is remarried to hank, 162 00:11:33,293 --> 00:11:37,030 Uh-huh. A very unhappy person. 163 00:11:37,064 --> 00:11:40,033 Ridicules me in front Of the other two children They have created... 164 00:11:40,067 --> 00:11:43,136 From their unsavory loins. 165 00:11:43,170 --> 00:11:46,774 So i go to live with my father, Who has also remarried With three other children. 166 00:11:46,807 --> 00:11:49,309 Sophie, the new wife, 167 00:11:49,342 --> 00:11:52,179 Hates me even more Than hank. 168 00:11:52,212 --> 00:11:54,782 This is like dickens. 169 00:11:54,815 --> 00:11:57,450 The only nice thing Sophie ever did for me was Make the same food twice... 170 00:11:57,484 --> 00:12:00,187 When i made the mistake Of saying that i liked it. 171 00:12:00,220 --> 00:12:03,056 Usually she would stop Cooking whatever it was I said i liked. 172 00:12:03,090 --> 00:12:06,193 What was it? 173 00:12:06,226 --> 00:12:08,896 What i liked? 174 00:12:08,929 --> 00:12:10,998 Spaetzles. 175 00:12:11,031 --> 00:12:13,834 Oh, god. 176 00:12:13,867 --> 00:12:15,769 You've had spaetzles? 177 00:12:15,803 --> 00:12:17,771 Oh, sure. 178 00:12:17,805 --> 00:12:20,173 You like them? 179 00:12:20,207 --> 00:12:23,110 I love them. 180 00:12:23,143 --> 00:12:25,178 You love spaetzles. 181 00:12:25,212 --> 00:12:29,850 Anyway, Everyone is unhappy now. Uh-huh. 182 00:12:29,883 --> 00:12:32,385 My father doesn't seem Too fond of me. 183 00:12:32,419 --> 00:12:34,387 I'm not sure If he ever was, but-- 184 00:12:34,421 --> 00:12:37,057 So one night i say I'm going to the movies, 185 00:12:37,090 --> 00:12:39,092 And instead, I go to europe. 186 00:12:40,227 --> 00:12:43,230 What movie? 187 00:12:43,263 --> 00:12:45,032 The wild bunch, I think. Why? 188 00:12:45,065 --> 00:12:47,034 Did you call them? 189 00:12:47,067 --> 00:12:49,803 Not until i got there. And i called collect. Europe? 190 00:12:53,941 --> 00:12:55,909 That is-- Yeah. 191 00:12:55,943 --> 00:12:58,178 Good for you. Yeah. 192 00:12:58,211 --> 00:13:00,580 Why did you ask me Which movie? 193 00:13:00,613 --> 00:13:02,950 That is fabulous. 194 00:13:02,983 --> 00:13:05,318 That's the story. Oh, wow. 195 00:13:05,352 --> 00:13:07,320 Then i came back When my dad died. 196 00:13:07,354 --> 00:13:09,322 Somebody call About the ice machine? 197 00:13:09,356 --> 00:13:11,324 Tom. Hmm? 198 00:13:11,358 --> 00:13:15,128 This is peter. Hi. 199 00:13:15,162 --> 00:13:18,065 How do you do? 200 00:13:19,599 --> 00:13:22,302 But i was only In the party... 201 00:13:22,335 --> 00:13:25,372 For two months. 202 00:13:25,405 --> 00:13:27,307 I've never known A communist. Socialist. 203 00:13:27,340 --> 00:13:29,309 Socialist. 204 00:13:29,342 --> 00:13:31,311 It was a strange time. 205 00:13:32,479 --> 00:13:34,447 So what was Amsterdam like? 206 00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:36,449 Do you speak dutch? 207 00:13:36,483 --> 00:13:38,451 Ja. 208 00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:40,587 Say something in dutch. 209 00:13:40,620 --> 00:13:43,991 Je hebt erg witte tanden. 210 00:13:44,024 --> 00:13:47,327 What's that? 211 00:13:47,360 --> 00:13:50,197 You have very White teeth. 212 00:13:50,230 --> 00:13:52,199 Oh, thank you. 213 00:13:52,232 --> 00:13:54,601 Now you say, 214 00:13:54,634 --> 00:13:58,906 "om je beter Mee op te eten." 215 00:13:58,939 --> 00:14:00,908 Wait. 216 00:14:03,076 --> 00:14:05,445 Okay. What is it? 217 00:14:05,478 --> 00:14:09,182 Om je beter Mee op te eten. 218 00:14:09,216 --> 00:14:11,184 "om me." 219 00:14:13,220 --> 00:14:15,188 Beter. Beter. 220 00:14:15,222 --> 00:14:17,457 Mee op te eten. Mee op te eten. 221 00:14:17,490 --> 00:14:19,459 Om je beter Mee op te eten. 222 00:14:19,492 --> 00:14:21,528 Om je beter Mee op te eten. 223 00:14:21,561 --> 00:14:24,197 Great. You've got a good ear. 224 00:14:24,231 --> 00:14:27,935 Oh, good ear, Clean teeth. You do. 225 00:14:27,968 --> 00:14:29,970 What did i say? 226 00:14:30,003 --> 00:14:32,605 I can't tell you. I knew you were Gonna say that. 227 00:14:32,639 --> 00:14:36,977 I knew it. No. It's untranslatable. 228 00:14:37,010 --> 00:14:39,046 I'm sure it is. 229 00:14:46,419 --> 00:14:48,321 I'll tell you someday. 230 00:14:50,623 --> 00:14:52,960 I will. I promise. 231 00:15:15,282 --> 00:15:17,384 When you're first getting To know someone, 232 00:15:17,417 --> 00:15:22,122 And in that blissful, psychotic First flush of love, 233 00:15:22,155 --> 00:15:26,326 It seems like every aspect Of their personality-- 234 00:15:26,359 --> 00:15:30,063 Their whole demeanor, The simple lovely twist Of their ear lobes, 235 00:15:30,097 --> 00:15:32,599 And their marvelous Phone voice, 236 00:15:32,632 --> 00:15:37,604 And their soft, Dark, wet... Whatever... 237 00:15:37,637 --> 00:15:41,341 Is somehow imbued With an extra push of color-- 238 00:15:41,374 --> 00:15:47,047 An intensity heretofore, You know, unknown. 239 00:16:08,101 --> 00:16:10,470 You want a molson? 240 00:16:10,503 --> 00:16:13,206 You drink molson? Uh-huh. 241 00:16:13,240 --> 00:16:15,275 In your own home? 242 00:16:15,308 --> 00:16:17,444 I've been known to. 243 00:16:37,397 --> 00:16:42,235 So why can't you sleep? I want to solve this. 244 00:16:42,269 --> 00:16:46,106 I wasn't exaggerating. It's been since i was 14. 245 00:16:46,139 --> 00:16:49,109 Aha. 246 00:16:56,749 --> 00:16:59,219 That's a lot Of journal-keeping. 247 00:17:05,525 --> 00:17:08,661 * every time 248 00:17:08,695 --> 00:17:13,233 * we say good-bye 249 00:17:13,266 --> 00:17:20,107 * i die a little 250 00:17:22,809 --> 00:17:25,712 Have you seen doctors? 251 00:17:25,745 --> 00:17:28,081 I've seen all the doctors. 252 00:17:28,115 --> 00:17:30,250 Uh-huh. 253 00:17:30,283 --> 00:17:33,286 Every known persuasion. Right. 254 00:17:33,320 --> 00:17:37,790 And i've ingested countless Pills and liquids. Thank you. 255 00:17:39,459 --> 00:17:41,661 I've seen an acupuncturist. 256 00:17:41,694 --> 00:17:44,497 You did? What did it feel like? 257 00:17:44,531 --> 00:17:48,168 Little needles in your back. 258 00:17:48,201 --> 00:17:53,106 - it hurt? - sometimes. 259 00:17:53,140 --> 00:17:55,275 You're really beautiful. 260 00:17:59,879 --> 00:18:02,382 You are. 261 00:18:04,517 --> 00:18:06,653 Thank you. That's, uh-- 262 00:18:12,159 --> 00:18:14,427 Thank you. 263 00:18:20,533 --> 00:18:24,504 What do you do For a living? 264 00:18:36,516 --> 00:18:42,722 * there's no love song finer 265 00:18:42,755 --> 00:18:48,495 * but how strange the change 266 00:18:48,528 --> 00:18:53,633 * from major to minor 267 00:18:53,666 --> 00:18:59,372 I make little tiny Transparent photographs Of scientific articles 268 00:18:59,406 --> 00:19:03,176 Which are rolled Onto strips like microfilm, Only smaller. 269 00:19:03,210 --> 00:19:06,479 You'd... Like it. 270 00:19:06,513 --> 00:19:08,381 It's really interesting. 271 00:20:30,830 --> 00:20:33,633 Do you see your family? Your mom? 272 00:20:33,666 --> 00:20:35,768 No. 273 00:20:35,802 --> 00:20:37,904 Sometimes? 274 00:20:39,739 --> 00:20:42,008 Never? 275 00:20:45,412 --> 00:20:47,380 Nope. 276 00:20:49,949 --> 00:20:52,919 Call them? 277 00:20:52,952 --> 00:20:54,921 Uh-uh. 278 00:20:56,956 --> 00:20:59,526 Do you miss them? 279 00:21:44,437 --> 00:21:46,406 Hey. Hey. 280 00:22:20,673 --> 00:22:24,076 What's your dirtiest fantasy? 281 00:22:25,878 --> 00:22:27,947 Excuse me? 282 00:22:27,980 --> 00:22:32,452 You know, i thought You just said what is My dirtiest fantasy. 283 00:22:33,486 --> 00:22:35,555 What? 284 00:22:35,588 --> 00:22:37,824 I can't. I'm sorry. 285 00:22:37,857 --> 00:22:40,660 Come on. 286 00:22:40,693 --> 00:22:42,695 No. 287 00:22:44,531 --> 00:22:47,099 What's yours, though? I'd be curious. 288 00:22:47,133 --> 00:22:49,936 I asked you first. 289 00:22:49,969 --> 00:22:54,407 Well, they change. 290 00:22:54,441 --> 00:22:57,777 Sure. What's one? 291 00:22:59,979 --> 00:23:02,081 Well-- One... 292 00:23:02,114 --> 00:23:04,083 Uh-huh. 293 00:23:09,989 --> 00:23:13,660 Might be that someone... 294 00:23:13,693 --> 00:23:15,695 Uh-huh. 295 00:23:17,597 --> 00:23:21,434 Might sort of, just, You know, 296 00:23:21,468 --> 00:23:25,572 Spontaneously start Crawling across the floor 297 00:23:25,605 --> 00:23:28,941 On their... Hands and knees, 298 00:23:32,979 --> 00:23:36,549 And more or less... 299 00:23:36,583 --> 00:23:38,551 Unzip me... 300 00:23:38,585 --> 00:23:41,554 With their... 301 00:23:41,588 --> 00:23:43,956 Teeth. 302 00:23:43,990 --> 00:23:46,425 I do that. 303 00:23:55,735 --> 00:23:57,704 Christ. 304 00:24:02,141 --> 00:24:04,110 Happiness. 305 00:24:06,012 --> 00:24:08,681 Are you? Uh-huh. 306 00:24:08,715 --> 00:24:11,150 You are? 307 00:24:11,183 --> 00:24:13,085 It's like a drug. 308 00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:15,087 It is a drug. Sex? 309 00:24:15,121 --> 00:24:18,558 To snare us into mating. 310 00:24:18,591 --> 00:24:20,693 I must be peaking then. 311 00:24:20,727 --> 00:24:23,830 You know, The body manufactures it. Uh-huh. 312 00:24:23,863 --> 00:24:25,998 Like epinephrine, Or something. 313 00:24:30,269 --> 00:24:34,106 Did i detect a note of cynicism In your comment about mating? 314 00:24:34,140 --> 00:24:38,645 Oh. No. 315 00:24:38,678 --> 00:24:40,580 You don't like kids? 316 00:24:40,613 --> 00:24:42,649 No. I love them. 317 00:24:42,682 --> 00:24:44,617 But you don't Want to have them? 318 00:24:44,651 --> 00:24:46,619 No, i don't. But-- 319 00:24:46,653 --> 00:24:49,088 Why not? I just don't. 320 00:24:50,122 --> 00:24:52,091 Your career? 321 00:24:52,124 --> 00:24:54,093 What career? 322 00:24:55,862 --> 00:24:58,565 No. I think kids are great. 323 00:24:58,598 --> 00:25:02,635 I just don't think it's fair To raise them in the world The way it is now. 324 00:25:06,138 --> 00:25:09,175 Where else are you Going to raise them? 325 00:25:09,208 --> 00:25:11,110 We're here. 326 00:25:28,060 --> 00:25:30,529 Say. 327 00:25:32,131 --> 00:25:34,100 Like the woman In the white hotel, 328 00:25:34,133 --> 00:25:38,705 People really do Struggle their whole lives Just to die in lime pits. 329 00:25:38,738 --> 00:25:40,840 And not just in books. 330 00:25:40,873 --> 00:25:43,976 Women... Go blind... 331 00:25:44,010 --> 00:25:46,579 From watching their children Being murdered. 332 00:25:46,613 --> 00:25:48,280 Not in this country, They don't. 333 00:25:48,314 --> 00:25:49,749 They get shot on the sidewalk 334 00:25:49,782 --> 00:25:52,251 In front of their houses In some drug war. 335 00:25:52,284 --> 00:25:55,254 Just what happened to you-- Being passed from one parent To the next-- 336 00:25:55,287 --> 00:25:57,156 I survived. 337 00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:02,962 I'll be lying in bed Late at night, 338 00:26:02,995 --> 00:26:04,731 And i'll look At the light in the room. 339 00:26:06,666 --> 00:26:08,334 And i'll suddenly See it all go up 340 00:26:08,367 --> 00:26:11,037 In a blinding flash-- In flames-- 341 00:26:11,070 --> 00:26:13,840 And i'm the only one left alive. 342 00:26:16,809 --> 00:26:19,111 And i can't Look at you sitting there... 343 00:26:19,145 --> 00:26:23,249 Without imagining You... Dying-- 344 00:26:25,417 --> 00:26:27,687 Bursting into flames. 345 00:26:27,720 --> 00:26:30,289 No wonder you can't sleep. 346 00:26:31,724 --> 00:26:34,360 The world Is a really terrible place. 347 00:26:36,062 --> 00:26:40,700 It's too... 348 00:26:40,733 --> 00:26:42,902 Precarious. 349 00:26:42,935 --> 00:26:46,973 And you want kids, Obviously. 350 00:26:47,006 --> 00:26:49,976 I wish i could say i did. 351 00:26:52,078 --> 00:26:53,980 It's okay. 352 00:26:56,048 --> 00:27:00,887 We saw each other every day For the next six weeks. 353 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:04,290 I'd stop by my apartment Every once in a while... 354 00:27:04,323 --> 00:27:07,393 To see if the view Out into the air shaft Had improved any. 355 00:27:07,426 --> 00:27:09,796 But... 356 00:27:09,829 --> 00:27:13,733 All my clothes Had found their way Over to rita's. 357 00:27:21,173 --> 00:27:24,143 I told my parents About you. 358 00:27:26,779 --> 00:27:28,748 What did you tell them? 359 00:27:33,052 --> 00:27:36,756 I said that you were Very considerate. 360 00:27:50,036 --> 00:27:52,404 In what way? 361 00:27:52,438 --> 00:27:54,406 I said, well-- 362 00:27:54,440 --> 00:27:57,143 I mean, We talk very frankly About sex. 363 00:27:58,778 --> 00:28:01,147 You and your parents? 364 00:28:01,180 --> 00:28:04,283 I said that you always Brought protection. 365 00:28:04,316 --> 00:28:06,753 You did not. 366 00:28:06,786 --> 00:28:10,757 And that you were very Attentive to whether or not I had an orgasm. 367 00:28:10,790 --> 00:28:14,060 This is such bullshit. 368 00:28:14,093 --> 00:28:16,796 No, i said they should Meet you. 369 00:28:16,829 --> 00:28:18,731 What do you think? 370 00:28:18,765 --> 00:28:22,301 Protection. 371 00:28:22,334 --> 00:28:25,738 So are you free This weekend? 372 00:28:27,539 --> 00:28:29,475 Don't be nervous. 373 00:28:29,508 --> 00:28:32,278 You told them About my family And everything? 374 00:28:32,311 --> 00:28:34,280 My mother. 375 00:28:34,313 --> 00:28:36,415 She knows the story? Mm-hmm. 376 00:28:36,448 --> 00:28:38,417 They know All about me? 377 00:28:38,450 --> 00:28:40,352 Uh-huh. 378 00:28:40,386 --> 00:28:43,155 Will you marry me? 379 00:28:47,326 --> 00:28:49,328 Uh-huh. 380 00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:52,164 You will? 381 00:29:05,311 --> 00:29:07,279 No. Peter. 382 00:29:07,313 --> 00:29:09,248 Hop to. 383 00:29:14,453 --> 00:29:16,422 Oh. 384 00:29:16,455 --> 00:29:18,424 Mom. 385 00:29:18,457 --> 00:29:20,492 Nice to meet you. 386 00:29:20,526 --> 00:29:22,494 Dad. 387 00:29:28,067 --> 00:29:30,236 Dr. Boyle. 388 00:29:32,171 --> 00:29:36,142 These are my parents. 389 00:29:45,317 --> 00:29:47,353 So. 390 00:29:47,386 --> 00:29:51,991 I understand You're a manager In a publishing firm. 391 00:29:52,024 --> 00:29:54,160 That's correct. Yes. 392 00:29:54,193 --> 00:29:56,162 That must be, uh-- 393 00:29:56,195 --> 00:29:58,230 What kind of firm is it? Publishing. 394 00:29:58,264 --> 00:30:00,432 What? Don't belittle me In front of new people. 395 00:30:00,466 --> 00:30:02,501 Belittle? 396 00:30:02,534 --> 00:30:04,570 Dad, please. 397 00:30:04,603 --> 00:30:09,141 What kind of publishing firm Is it, i was asking. 398 00:30:10,442 --> 00:30:13,880 It's, uh, Scientific publishing. 399 00:30:13,913 --> 00:30:17,016 They publish scientific, uh, Publishing things. 400 00:30:17,049 --> 00:30:19,018 Journals. 401 00:30:19,051 --> 00:30:21,187 I knew i knew that. 402 00:30:22,254 --> 00:30:24,290 You want a beer? 403 00:30:24,323 --> 00:30:27,293 Sure. 404 00:30:27,326 --> 00:30:29,461 In the morning, rita? 405 00:30:29,495 --> 00:30:32,364 Yes, mother. We've been drinking Nonstop for weeks. 406 00:30:32,398 --> 00:30:34,633 It's time You knew this about us. 407 00:30:34,666 --> 00:30:38,104 - i'll have one too then. - me too. 408 00:30:40,272 --> 00:30:43,275 A bunch of lushes here, rita. You didn't tell me. 409 00:30:47,579 --> 00:30:51,017 Oh, i can pull Four wisdom teeth On a fifth of stoli. 410 00:30:51,050 --> 00:30:54,020 You can? He's teasing you. 411 00:30:55,521 --> 00:30:59,025 Scien-- What kind of scientific? 412 00:30:59,058 --> 00:31:01,160 Abstracting and indexing. It's a service. 413 00:31:01,193 --> 00:31:03,229 Like a database? It is a database. 414 00:31:03,262 --> 00:31:06,165 - it is a database. Covering? - all kinds of fields. 415 00:31:06,198 --> 00:31:08,167 All kinds? Pretty much. 416 00:31:08,200 --> 00:31:10,436 You know, Everything from energy To robotics-- thank you-- 417 00:31:10,469 --> 00:31:13,039 To medical articles. 418 00:31:23,582 --> 00:31:28,154 So you are The manager? Of the fiche department. 419 00:31:28,187 --> 00:31:30,289 Microfiche? Right. 420 00:31:30,322 --> 00:31:33,960 Now, what is it? Microfiche. 421 00:31:33,993 --> 00:31:37,296 It's like microfilm, Only smaller. 422 00:31:37,329 --> 00:31:39,298 Aha. 423 00:31:39,331 --> 00:31:41,433 Little film. 424 00:31:43,502 --> 00:31:46,405 All right, We approve. Daddy. 425 00:31:46,438 --> 00:31:48,674 We're just Playing with you. 426 00:31:48,707 --> 00:31:50,909 Maybe now She'll get some sleep. 427 00:31:53,345 --> 00:31:56,315 So, how long have You two been going out? 428 00:31:56,348 --> 00:31:58,684 Over a year now. 429 00:31:58,717 --> 00:32:02,021 About that, yeah. 430 00:32:15,067 --> 00:32:19,505 That's my first bulldog. Okay. 431 00:32:19,538 --> 00:32:21,507 No! No! No! Daddy, no! 432 00:32:21,540 --> 00:32:23,675 Please. 433 00:32:23,709 --> 00:32:25,744 If he's gonna be In this family, 434 00:32:25,777 --> 00:32:28,347 You ought To see these guys. 435 00:32:28,380 --> 00:32:30,616 You really should. 436 00:32:32,184 --> 00:32:33,986 This monster i got 437 00:32:34,020 --> 00:32:35,554 When i was an undergraduate At virginia. 438 00:32:37,489 --> 00:32:39,591 See his little tail? 439 00:32:45,297 --> 00:32:48,734 I stood in front of the mirror In their upstairs guest room 440 00:32:48,767 --> 00:32:54,340 Looking out over the yard And the little tent and the food Which had been catered. 441 00:32:54,373 --> 00:32:58,344 I felt a certain kinship With these people-- 442 00:32:58,377 --> 00:33:00,479 The caterers. 443 00:33:06,518 --> 00:33:09,521 Don't look. It's bad luck. 444 00:33:09,555 --> 00:33:11,523 All right, i won't. 445 00:33:11,557 --> 00:33:14,393 But wait, you don't Believe in that, do you? 446 00:33:14,426 --> 00:33:16,795 You looked. I won't look. 447 00:33:16,828 --> 00:33:20,332 Now you've already cursed The first 14 years Of our marriage. 448 00:33:20,366 --> 00:33:22,401 I love you. 449 00:33:22,434 --> 00:33:23,635 What about when i'm A hundred years old 450 00:33:23,669 --> 00:33:25,437 With a mustache And yellow teeth? 451 00:33:25,471 --> 00:33:27,739 I'll still love you. 452 00:33:27,773 --> 00:33:31,410 And i'm sagging Down to here And i'm bald? 453 00:33:31,443 --> 00:33:34,613 I'll love you All the more. 454 00:33:34,646 --> 00:33:37,216 Are you sure? 455 00:33:38,250 --> 00:33:40,219 Yes, i promise. 456 00:34:11,183 --> 00:34:14,486 Oh, can't we ask one of the boys In the neighborhood to do that? 457 00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:18,790 I am one of the boys In the neighborhood. What do you mean? 458 00:34:18,824 --> 00:34:20,859 Let me get rid of these. 459 00:34:20,892 --> 00:34:23,061 Okay. 460 00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:38,744 Are you gonna Join the living? 461 00:34:38,777 --> 00:34:40,746 Hmm? 462 00:34:52,724 --> 00:34:55,427 Well, hello. Too late. 463 00:34:55,461 --> 00:34:59,231 Sorry, all done. You should have Spoken sooner. 464 00:35:05,371 --> 00:35:08,207 You going for a walk? 465 00:35:08,240 --> 00:35:10,476 See you all in a bit. 466 00:35:12,811 --> 00:35:15,281 Now, there's nothing To worry about. 467 00:35:15,314 --> 00:35:18,617 This is a natural step In life's plan. 468 00:35:18,650 --> 00:35:20,619 Ah. 469 00:35:22,388 --> 00:35:25,224 Like sliding Down a banister... 470 00:35:26,925 --> 00:35:29,361 That turns Into a razor blade. 471 00:35:39,838 --> 00:35:42,474 Where to? 472 00:35:44,876 --> 00:35:47,279 To lake forest. 473 00:35:49,648 --> 00:35:51,683 Lake forest. 474 00:35:51,717 --> 00:35:55,687 They've asked That we all sit down. 475 00:35:55,721 --> 00:35:57,756 Is there another Language you all speak? 476 00:35:57,789 --> 00:35:59,791 Come on. Let's go. 477 00:36:01,893 --> 00:36:03,762 Okay. Let's try To stick together. 478 00:36:03,795 --> 00:36:06,798 Is grandma gonna meet us? Yeah, she should be In the car. 479 00:37:25,076 --> 00:37:27,479 I, peter Take thee, rita, 480 00:37:27,513 --> 00:37:30,482 To be my wedded wife. 481 00:37:30,516 --> 00:37:34,386 To have and to hold From this day forward, 482 00:37:34,420 --> 00:37:36,655 For better or for worse, 483 00:37:36,688 --> 00:37:38,924 For richer or for poorer, 484 00:37:38,957 --> 00:37:41,059 In sickness and in health, 485 00:37:41,092 --> 00:37:44,663 To love and to cherish Until death do us part. 486 00:37:44,696 --> 00:37:47,966 And thereto I pledge thee my troth. 487 00:37:47,999 --> 00:37:50,802 I, rita take thee, peter, 488 00:37:50,836 --> 00:37:53,405 To be my wedded husband. 489 00:37:53,439 --> 00:37:57,776 To have and to hold From this day forward, 490 00:37:57,809 --> 00:38:01,380 For better or for worse, 491 00:38:01,413 --> 00:38:05,784 For richer or for poorer, 492 00:38:11,089 --> 00:38:13,525 In sickness and in health. 493 00:38:13,559 --> 00:38:15,661 In sickness and in health, 494 00:38:15,694 --> 00:38:17,663 To love and to cherish 495 00:38:17,696 --> 00:38:20,532 Till death us do part. 496 00:38:20,566 --> 00:38:24,403 And thereto I pledge thee my troth. 497 00:38:24,436 --> 00:38:27,105 I pronounce 498 00:38:27,138 --> 00:38:29,107 By the authority Committed unto me As a minister of god 499 00:38:29,140 --> 00:38:32,644 That you are Husband and wife 500 00:38:32,678 --> 00:38:35,614 According to the law Of this state, 501 00:38:35,647 --> 00:38:38,384 And in the name Of the father, son And holy ghost. 502 00:38:41,553 --> 00:38:44,390 I think a little applause Would be in order. 503 00:39:05,877 --> 00:39:09,781 Smush together. Come on. Marshal. 504 00:39:09,815 --> 00:39:12,618 Marshal! What? 505 00:39:12,651 --> 00:39:14,620 Get in the picture. 506 00:39:14,653 --> 00:39:16,622 Jesus christ. I thought you were on fire. 507 00:39:18,657 --> 00:39:21,059 Get in. 508 00:39:21,092 --> 00:39:23,395 Say "bullshit." 509 00:39:23,429 --> 00:39:26,398 Bullshit. 510 00:39:28,434 --> 00:39:31,870 Now, you. I'm so happy. 511 00:39:31,903 --> 00:39:34,806 So happy. Well. 512 00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:38,677 Peter, you remember My aunt dorothy 513 00:39:38,710 --> 00:39:40,679 And uncle fred. 514 00:39:40,712 --> 00:39:43,048 Yes. Hi, how are you? Peter and rita. 515 00:39:43,081 --> 00:39:46,785 That's very euphonious. Isn't it? 516 00:39:46,818 --> 00:39:49,655 - you must get A lot of "peter and riter." - yes. 517 00:39:49,688 --> 00:39:53,525 Or "pita and rita," I suppose. 518 00:39:53,559 --> 00:39:56,127 It's hard to say, I know. Excuse me. 519 00:39:56,161 --> 00:39:58,196 You know, i was The world's youngest aunt. 520 00:39:58,229 --> 00:40:00,198 Uh-oh, here we go. 521 00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:03,201 No, now. I remember rita Trying to say my name... 522 00:40:03,234 --> 00:40:05,971 When i was 16 And she was just-- Minus 20. 523 00:40:06,004 --> 00:40:09,808 All right, i deserve that. Fred says i always shave 524 00:40:09,841 --> 00:40:12,210 Two years off my age. 525 00:40:14,980 --> 00:40:18,484 I've never known anybody Who has a niece so young. 526 00:40:18,517 --> 00:40:21,920 I was 15. What? Who was 15? 527 00:40:21,953 --> 00:40:24,656 Stop. You're gonna Give me a complex. 528 00:40:24,690 --> 00:40:26,725 Mom. 529 00:40:26,758 --> 00:40:29,528 Who's that guy over there In the straw hat? 530 00:40:29,561 --> 00:40:31,797 Oh, uh-- no. 531 00:40:31,830 --> 00:40:33,799 I thought he was With your firm. 532 00:40:35,567 --> 00:40:37,536 Marsh. 533 00:40:37,569 --> 00:40:39,538 Hey. 534 00:40:40,772 --> 00:40:43,441 Marsh. 535 00:40:44,576 --> 00:40:46,545 Behind me. Don't look now. 536 00:40:48,714 --> 00:40:50,949 Very peculiar. 537 00:40:50,982 --> 00:40:54,052 Never saw him before In my life. 538 00:41:03,529 --> 00:41:06,932 Congratulations, Both of you. 539 00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:10,969 Thank you very much. Thank you. 540 00:41:11,002 --> 00:41:14,139 I'm taylor mcgowan. You make A lovely couple. 541 00:41:14,172 --> 00:41:16,207 And your name? I'm sorry. 542 00:41:16,241 --> 00:41:19,545 And what a wonderful Day for it. 543 00:41:20,579 --> 00:41:22,614 Nice to meet you. 544 00:41:22,648 --> 00:41:24,550 You'll have to forgive us. 545 00:41:24,583 --> 00:41:28,620 But none of us seems To remember who you are. 546 00:41:28,654 --> 00:41:33,058 - it's all right, daddy. - i only wanted to wish The two young people well. 547 00:41:34,225 --> 00:41:38,196 And perhaps To... Kiss the bride 548 00:41:38,229 --> 00:41:41,667 Before i'm on my way. I'd be flattered. 549 00:41:41,700 --> 00:41:43,735 Some angle This guy's got. 550 00:41:47,973 --> 00:41:51,176 My blessings to you. 551 00:42:22,874 --> 00:42:25,877 And to you. 552 00:42:25,911 --> 00:42:27,946 You want to sit down? Get him a chair, fred. 553 00:42:27,979 --> 00:42:30,048 Too much blood rushing To the wrong place, i guess. 554 00:42:30,081 --> 00:42:32,217 Are you dizzy? It's okay. Just relax. 555 00:42:32,250 --> 00:42:35,687 Here we go. Now, just breathe For me. 556 00:42:35,721 --> 00:42:37,689 Daddy? 557 00:42:37,723 --> 00:42:40,826 Oh, god. He thinks marshal Is his father. 558 00:42:40,859 --> 00:42:43,995 Where do you live? Can you tell us? 559 00:42:44,029 --> 00:42:45,931 He's gonna be fine, Everybody. Just relax. 560 00:42:45,964 --> 00:42:47,999 Get him a glass Of water, fred. 561 00:42:48,033 --> 00:42:50,101 He's had too much To drink, i suspect. Am i right? 562 00:42:50,135 --> 00:42:53,138 Peter. 563 00:42:54,072 --> 00:42:56,307 What's happening? 564 00:42:56,341 --> 00:42:58,644 I thought you said You didn't know him. 565 00:42:58,677 --> 00:43:01,813 Should we call an ambulance? No, no. Just get him a cup of coffee. 566 00:43:01,847 --> 00:43:03,915 Is there anyone We can call? 567 00:43:03,949 --> 00:43:05,951 No. 568 00:43:05,984 --> 00:43:08,353 I'm sorry for any trouble I've caused you. 569 00:43:08,386 --> 00:43:11,623 There's no trouble. Honey, don't let him-- 570 00:43:11,657 --> 00:43:13,358 I'm fine, thanks. 571 00:43:19,731 --> 00:43:21,633 Honey. 572 00:43:35,881 --> 00:43:38,249 Who is he? Where did he come from? 573 00:43:38,283 --> 00:43:40,251 He's from the neighborhood. 574 00:43:40,285 --> 00:43:43,922 The evans' gardener? Is he? No. 575 00:43:43,955 --> 00:43:47,358 What if he falls down In the gravel? Are you okay? 576 00:43:47,392 --> 00:43:50,161 Oh, what a fuss. Forget all about it. 577 00:43:50,195 --> 00:43:53,131 He's not going To sue us. Trust me. 578 00:43:53,164 --> 00:43:56,167 Oh, poor baby. It's just spoiled Your whole wedding. 579 00:43:56,201 --> 00:43:58,770 Oh, marion. Have some champagne. 580 00:43:58,804 --> 00:44:01,006 Your father thinks That's the evans' gardener. 581 00:44:01,039 --> 00:44:03,341 Enough. Well, i don't think so. 582 00:44:03,374 --> 00:44:05,143 Do you? 583 00:44:05,176 --> 00:44:06,912 Rita? 584 00:44:10,181 --> 00:44:13,084 Rita? 585 00:44:15,253 --> 00:44:18,089 Must have been my kiss Is all i can think. 586 00:44:18,123 --> 00:44:20,291 Drives men wild. 587 00:44:20,325 --> 00:44:22,227 That's right. 588 00:44:42,180 --> 00:44:44,349 Where are you going For your honeymoon? 589 00:44:44,382 --> 00:44:47,485 Why, you wanna come? 590 00:44:51,389 --> 00:44:53,959 Jamaica. Oh. 591 00:44:57,863 --> 00:45:01,099 I love you all. 592 00:45:01,132 --> 00:45:03,368 Bye! 593 00:45:21,252 --> 00:45:25,490 I just keep thinking About that poor old schmuck. 594 00:45:26,524 --> 00:45:29,961 He seemed so vulnerable. 595 00:45:29,995 --> 00:45:32,163 Calling me honey, and-- 596 00:45:32,197 --> 00:45:35,233 I swear i've never Seen him before. 597 00:46:43,001 --> 00:46:45,937 * ta-daa 598 00:46:45,971 --> 00:46:49,440 You are too much. 599 00:46:49,474 --> 00:46:51,542 What's come over you? You like? 600 00:46:51,576 --> 00:46:54,512 I-- yes. I think You're out of your mind, 601 00:46:54,545 --> 00:46:56,014 And i love you. 602 00:46:57,648 --> 00:47:00,285 Come on. Day's a-wastin'. 603 00:47:03,054 --> 00:47:05,891 Chop, chop. 604 00:47:15,967 --> 00:47:18,169 * again 605 00:47:20,305 --> 00:47:24,242 * this couldn't happen again 606 00:47:26,277 --> 00:47:28,379 Don't you even Want to try one? 607 00:47:28,413 --> 00:47:31,282 No, thanks. 608 00:47:36,487 --> 00:47:38,924 Sorry you married me? 609 00:47:41,159 --> 00:47:44,129 Rita, you were Supposed to laugh. 610 00:47:45,230 --> 00:47:48,099 Aw. 611 00:47:48,133 --> 00:47:50,235 You're my puppy puppy. 612 00:48:05,116 --> 00:48:07,018 Thank you. 613 00:48:12,357 --> 00:48:14,425 Okay. 614 00:48:17,095 --> 00:48:20,065 You know how you never Get any time 615 00:48:20,098 --> 00:48:23,501 To work On your portfolio? 616 00:48:23,534 --> 00:48:27,472 Well, now that we have Just the one rent, 617 00:48:27,505 --> 00:48:30,308 What if just for a while-- 618 00:48:30,341 --> 00:48:33,711 Not forever-- 619 00:48:33,744 --> 00:48:37,048 You quit tending bar And let me support us? 620 00:48:37,082 --> 00:48:38,383 Sure. 621 00:48:41,419 --> 00:48:44,522 What? 622 00:48:44,555 --> 00:48:46,691 You'd consider it? 623 00:48:46,724 --> 00:48:51,062 Let you bring home the bacon For a while, right? 624 00:49:13,184 --> 00:49:15,286 Our first full day Being married, 625 00:49:15,320 --> 00:49:18,289 And she seemed Like a different rita. 626 00:49:18,323 --> 00:49:20,525 I told myself, "it's the excitement." 627 00:49:20,558 --> 00:49:22,660 And besides, 628 00:49:22,693 --> 00:49:25,530 It's natural to wonder, "is this the right person For me? 629 00:49:25,563 --> 00:49:27,999 "am i the right person For her? 630 00:49:28,033 --> 00:49:30,468 Who the hell is she Anyway?" 631 00:49:34,405 --> 00:49:38,143 Baby, i'm sorry. I'm freaking out. 632 00:49:38,176 --> 00:49:40,245 Are you sorry you married me? 633 00:49:40,278 --> 00:49:42,547 No. 634 00:49:44,582 --> 00:49:47,085 Oh. 635 00:49:50,355 --> 00:49:52,323 I'm serious this time. 636 00:49:54,159 --> 00:49:56,327 Don't be a silly. 637 00:50:01,799 --> 00:50:04,369 The days went by. 638 00:50:04,402 --> 00:50:06,504 We went to a soccer game, 639 00:50:06,537 --> 00:50:10,241 We windsurfed-- Or "windfell"-- 640 00:50:10,275 --> 00:50:12,243 We snorkeled, We walked on the beach, 641 00:50:12,277 --> 00:50:16,414 And always Under a ton of sunscreen. 642 00:50:22,153 --> 00:50:24,122 Rita was tireless, 643 00:50:24,155 --> 00:50:27,125 Fearless, 644 00:50:27,158 --> 00:50:30,061 And sleeping. 645 00:50:31,229 --> 00:50:34,099 Nothing was wrong, exactly, 646 00:50:34,132 --> 00:50:37,635 But nothing felt-- 647 00:50:37,668 --> 00:50:41,239 Nothing felt. 648 00:50:41,272 --> 00:50:44,375 * down at the bay Where the lights are gay * 649 00:50:44,409 --> 00:50:46,544 * and the sun shines daily 650 00:50:46,577 --> 00:50:49,280 * on the mountaintop 651 00:50:55,286 --> 00:50:57,422 Excuse me. 652 00:50:57,455 --> 00:51:00,425 * i'm sad to say I'm on my way * 653 00:51:00,458 --> 00:51:05,763 * i won't be back For many a day * 654 00:51:08,299 --> 00:51:10,235 They're a riot. 655 00:51:10,268 --> 00:51:12,237 He calls her "little missie." 656 00:51:12,270 --> 00:51:14,505 Their grandson Is a comedy weatherman In boca. 657 00:51:14,539 --> 00:51:17,775 Something from the bar? 658 00:51:17,808 --> 00:51:20,245 Yes. Another seltzer, please. 659 00:51:20,278 --> 00:51:22,713 And clean this up, would you? It's drawing flies. 660 00:51:29,154 --> 00:51:32,323 I'll have a long island Iced tea this time. Thanks. 661 00:51:34,392 --> 00:51:36,327 A lot. 662 00:51:43,534 --> 00:51:46,604 Doesn't it ever bother you Sometimes, though, 663 00:51:46,637 --> 00:51:48,639 The black-white thing? 664 00:51:48,673 --> 00:51:51,309 I mean, It's so obviously A class issue here. 665 00:51:51,342 --> 00:51:53,178 You'd think they'd all Just rise up 666 00:51:53,211 --> 00:51:54,545 And kill us all poolside. 667 00:51:58,283 --> 00:52:00,785 Why is that? 668 00:52:03,788 --> 00:52:05,890 Because we have The money and they don't. 669 00:52:07,358 --> 00:52:10,161 You want to give them Your money, go ahead. 670 00:52:11,296 --> 00:52:13,731 Oh. 671 00:52:13,764 --> 00:52:15,766 Good attitude. 672 00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:18,336 Look, i'm just making Conversation here, rita, 673 00:52:18,369 --> 00:52:20,405 You're the commie In the wood pile, not me. 674 00:52:20,438 --> 00:52:24,275 I'm sorry, sir. The bartender say He don't know that. 675 00:52:26,344 --> 00:52:28,313 Oh. 676 00:52:28,346 --> 00:52:30,681 What goes into one, A long island iced tea? 677 00:52:31,882 --> 00:52:33,818 Rita. 678 00:52:35,720 --> 00:52:38,789 I'm sorry, darling. I've forgotten. 679 00:52:38,823 --> 00:52:42,493 What, do you have it all Written down behind the bar Or something? 680 00:52:42,527 --> 00:52:45,596 I'm on vacation. 681 00:52:45,630 --> 00:52:47,365 So you can't remember A drink recipe 682 00:52:47,398 --> 00:52:49,700 For something That i would like to order? 683 00:52:49,734 --> 00:52:52,570 Peter, You're doing it again. 684 00:52:52,603 --> 00:52:56,274 You take a perfect situation And you pee all over it. 685 00:52:56,307 --> 00:52:58,243 Be happy. 686 00:53:07,518 --> 00:53:11,689 It's great to be alive! 687 00:53:11,722 --> 00:53:14,259 And young! 688 00:53:20,731 --> 00:53:26,271 There will never be A more perfect night. 689 00:53:30,308 --> 00:53:34,545 Or a better chance For two people To love each other... 690 00:53:34,579 --> 00:53:38,383 If they don't try so hard. 691 00:53:38,416 --> 00:53:41,252 Make love to me. 692 00:53:41,286 --> 00:53:43,254 What, here? 693 00:53:43,288 --> 00:53:45,356 No one will see. 694 00:53:47,292 --> 00:53:49,494 I want to have your baby. 695 00:53:51,696 --> 00:53:55,333 I want your baby Inside me. 696 00:53:58,303 --> 00:54:01,939 You don't want babies. 697 00:54:01,972 --> 00:54:04,342 Don't you remember? 698 00:54:04,375 --> 00:54:06,444 Sweetie. 699 00:54:06,477 --> 00:54:08,346 No. 700 00:54:08,379 --> 00:54:10,581 You never say that. 701 00:54:10,615 --> 00:54:14,285 Or "puppy puppy" Or "chop chop." 702 00:54:14,319 --> 00:54:17,322 You don't drink now. You used to drink like a fish. You're not using salt. 703 00:54:17,355 --> 00:54:20,691 Peter. You're a communist Or a socialist-- 704 00:54:20,725 --> 00:54:22,627 Whatever you are-- 705 00:54:22,660 --> 00:54:27,665 You don't defend the social Order in jamaica or anywhere. 706 00:54:29,634 --> 00:54:32,903 You need To take a hot bath 707 00:54:32,937 --> 00:54:36,474 And breathe life in. 708 00:54:36,507 --> 00:54:40,811 The world is a glorious Place to live. 709 00:54:45,750 --> 00:54:50,321 Rita is afraid of life. 710 00:54:50,355 --> 00:54:51,889 I'm gonna insist That you see someone 711 00:54:51,922 --> 00:54:54,392 When we get back To chicago. 712 00:54:57,127 --> 00:55:00,431 Je hebt erg witte tanden. 713 00:55:00,465 --> 00:55:02,500 Thanks. What did i say? 714 00:55:02,533 --> 00:55:04,502 You said my teeth are white. You know what you said. 715 00:55:04,535 --> 00:55:06,904 Yes! 716 00:55:06,937 --> 00:55:09,740 My baby. Thank you. 717 00:55:09,774 --> 00:55:12,610 What do you say? What do you mean? 718 00:55:12,643 --> 00:55:14,679 What's your line? What do you say? 719 00:55:14,712 --> 00:55:17,882 You memorized it. I'm sorry, peter. 720 00:55:17,915 --> 00:55:19,917 No. In dutch. Rita, what do you say? 721 00:55:19,950 --> 00:55:22,387 I say, "good night." 722 00:55:22,420 --> 00:55:24,755 No, please. You're lying. 723 00:55:24,789 --> 00:55:27,124 Hey! Watch it, pal. 724 00:55:27,157 --> 00:55:29,460 I want you, rita. 725 00:55:29,494 --> 00:55:31,562 I want you to be you. 726 00:55:31,596 --> 00:55:34,131 I'm sorry i can't be Whatever it is You want me to be. 727 00:55:34,164 --> 00:55:36,367 This is all i am. 728 00:55:36,401 --> 00:55:39,404 Maybe what you saw Wasn't here at all. 729 00:56:09,667 --> 00:56:11,736 They're waiting For a decision. 730 00:56:11,769 --> 00:56:14,439 Rochelle has another Question about storage. 731 00:56:16,173 --> 00:56:19,143 So, tay, 732 00:56:19,176 --> 00:56:23,481 If you could, like, Switch souls with somebody-- 733 00:56:23,514 --> 00:56:28,819 You know, go inside their body And they go inside yours-- 734 00:56:28,853 --> 00:56:30,855 You know, switch. 735 00:56:30,888 --> 00:56:33,858 Mm-hmm. 736 00:56:33,891 --> 00:56:36,827 Do you think It would be possible If you didn't know someone, 737 00:56:36,861 --> 00:56:40,097 To impersonate them By just being inside them 738 00:56:40,130 --> 00:56:43,968 And... Looking like them? 739 00:56:44,001 --> 00:56:46,604 Where are they? Inside you. 740 00:56:46,637 --> 00:56:48,973 And you're in them? Right. 741 00:56:49,006 --> 00:56:52,477 Why would you want to go Inside another person's body If you didn't know them? 742 00:56:52,510 --> 00:56:54,845 That's conjecture. 743 00:56:54,879 --> 00:56:57,047 I think i know That, peter. 744 00:56:57,081 --> 00:56:59,550 But wouldn't you do better To pick somebody that you knew? 745 00:56:59,584 --> 00:57:03,153 So then you could do, Or be, or have 746 00:57:03,187 --> 00:57:07,458 The things that they did, Or "beed" or had? 747 00:57:08,158 --> 00:57:11,729 Right. 748 00:57:11,762 --> 00:57:14,164 Are you rita now? 749 00:57:14,198 --> 00:57:16,567 Is that what you're Telling me? 750 00:57:16,601 --> 00:57:19,770 That you two have... Merged? 751 00:57:27,678 --> 00:57:29,647 All right. 752 00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:31,181 Have you ever-- 753 00:57:33,851 --> 00:57:37,054 This is sort of A bizarre question. 754 00:57:37,087 --> 00:57:40,791 But have you ever been having Sex with somebody... No. 755 00:57:40,825 --> 00:57:42,827 And they're doing Everything right-- 756 00:57:42,860 --> 00:57:45,095 More or less-- Oh, yeah. Thanks. I remember. 757 00:57:45,129 --> 00:57:49,534 And you just get the feeling That something is wrong? 758 00:57:49,567 --> 00:57:52,703 I mean, they pretty much Stop doing 759 00:57:52,737 --> 00:57:55,506 Some of the things They used to do 760 00:57:55,540 --> 00:57:57,842 And only do certain things Now-- 761 00:57:57,875 --> 00:57:59,744 More traditional Sorts of things? 762 00:57:59,777 --> 00:58:01,579 Blow jobs, you mean? 763 00:58:01,612 --> 00:58:04,749 No. I'm not talking About anything specific. 764 00:58:04,782 --> 00:58:07,051 No one likes to do that. 765 00:58:07,084 --> 00:58:09,720 Well, that happens not to be Strictly the case, but-- 766 00:58:09,754 --> 00:58:11,856 No, no. I'm just telling you. 767 00:58:11,889 --> 00:58:13,991 No woman ever Enjoyed doing that. 768 00:58:14,024 --> 00:58:16,193 It's common knowledge. 769 00:58:18,328 --> 00:58:21,732 You haven't had sex, But you know all about it? 770 00:58:21,766 --> 00:58:23,968 I'm just trying to help. 771 00:58:24,001 --> 00:58:25,770 Thank you. 772 00:58:35,880 --> 00:58:38,215 That night, 773 00:58:38,248 --> 00:58:41,018 Everything was Miraculously restored. 774 00:58:55,933 --> 00:58:58,569 Hi. How was work? 775 00:59:00,638 --> 00:59:03,273 Okay. It was? 776 00:59:10,881 --> 00:59:12,950 I'm making you A surprise. 777 00:59:14,251 --> 00:59:16,621 What? 778 00:59:16,654 --> 00:59:17,955 Guess. 779 00:59:20,124 --> 00:59:22,026 I can't. 780 00:59:32,236 --> 00:59:34,204 Spaetzles? 781 00:59:34,238 --> 00:59:40,778 * every time we say good-bye 782 00:59:40,811 --> 00:59:43,881 I'm sure they won't be As good as sophie's, but-- 783 00:59:55,893 --> 00:59:57,094 What's this? 784 00:59:59,063 --> 01:00:01,265 Dewar's. 785 01:00:01,298 --> 01:00:04,702 You want a molson? 786 01:00:04,735 --> 01:00:06,671 Sure. 787 01:00:19,950 --> 01:00:23,788 * when you leave There's such * 788 01:00:23,821 --> 01:00:26,991 * an air of spring 789 01:00:27,024 --> 01:00:29,760 So i started reading That, finally. 790 01:00:31,996 --> 01:00:33,964 Cheers. 791 01:00:36,266 --> 01:00:38,235 Cheers. 792 01:00:42,039 --> 01:00:44,742 Oh, i know things were Difficult in jamaica. 793 01:00:44,775 --> 01:00:49,213 Maybe it's taken me this time To get used to being married. 794 01:00:49,246 --> 01:00:51,215 But... 795 01:00:53,718 --> 01:00:56,220 I love you, peter. 796 01:01:05,362 --> 01:01:09,399 * every time 797 01:01:09,433 --> 01:01:12,102 * we say 798 01:01:12,136 --> 01:01:15,305 * good-bye 799 01:01:22,012 --> 01:01:25,182 You read her journal, 800 01:01:25,215 --> 01:01:27,084 Didn't you? 801 01:01:30,087 --> 01:01:32,222 You figured out how To fix your hair... 802 01:01:32,256 --> 01:01:34,892 From the pictures In the albums. 803 01:01:37,027 --> 01:01:39,129 What she drinks. 804 01:01:50,407 --> 01:01:52,943 Where is she? 805 01:01:52,977 --> 01:01:54,945 Please. 806 01:01:57,381 --> 01:01:59,349 Don't be angry. 807 01:02:00,885 --> 01:02:03,087 You can go back Wherever you came from, 808 01:02:03,120 --> 01:02:05,289 And i won't tell A soul. 809 01:02:07,858 --> 01:02:10,394 You don't even have to Tell me who you are. 810 01:02:11,929 --> 01:02:14,364 Just tell me Where rita is, 811 01:02:16,366 --> 01:02:18,836 And we'll pretend This never took place. 812 01:02:27,311 --> 01:02:29,246 Okay. 813 01:02:36,120 --> 01:02:40,257 Play it your way. 814 01:02:42,392 --> 01:02:44,528 But i'm on to you. 815 01:03:24,534 --> 01:03:27,905 Hey, pete. 816 01:03:27,938 --> 01:03:30,908 You're back. How was your honeymoon? 817 01:03:30,941 --> 01:03:32,977 Great, thanks. 818 01:03:33,010 --> 01:03:36,213 How's rit? Great. 819 01:03:36,246 --> 01:03:39,083 Where is she? 820 01:03:39,116 --> 01:03:41,451 Not feeling Too well, actually. 821 01:03:44,488 --> 01:03:47,091 Let me have A double vodka On the rocks. 822 01:03:55,099 --> 01:03:57,968 Got your postcard. 823 01:03:58,002 --> 01:04:00,270 Yeah? 824 01:04:00,304 --> 01:04:03,040 Here you go. 825 01:04:03,073 --> 01:04:05,009 It's on the house. 826 01:04:11,281 --> 01:04:13,250 Don't mention it. 827 01:04:18,222 --> 01:04:20,090 Dewar's please. 828 01:04:26,130 --> 01:04:28,966 * i been carryin' My heavy load * 829 01:04:32,102 --> 01:04:37,207 * waiting for the light To come shining through * 830 01:04:37,241 --> 01:04:39,543 * someone like you 831 01:04:40,945 --> 01:04:43,380 * make it all worthwhile 832 01:04:43,413 --> 01:04:45,415 Is he a regular? 833 01:04:45,449 --> 01:04:49,486 He... Looks familiar. You know him? 834 01:04:59,229 --> 01:05:02,967 * i been doin' Some soul searching * 835 01:05:13,377 --> 01:05:16,680 Have we-- 836 01:05:16,713 --> 01:05:18,682 Have we met? 837 01:05:22,752 --> 01:05:25,255 Mind if i sit? 838 01:05:41,171 --> 01:05:43,273 You were at my wedding, Weren't you? 839 01:05:48,145 --> 01:05:50,280 Do i know you? 840 01:05:53,250 --> 01:05:55,685 What's my Stepmother's name? 841 01:05:57,587 --> 01:06:00,590 Uh-- 842 01:06:00,624 --> 01:06:04,594 What's the movie I said i was going to see The night i left for europe? 843 01:06:04,628 --> 01:06:06,963 The wild bunch. 844 01:06:09,399 --> 01:06:12,669 Je hebt erg Witte tanden. 845 01:06:12,702 --> 01:06:14,638 Not anymore. 846 01:06:21,245 --> 01:06:24,014 What's your father's tattoo Say, right here? 847 01:06:24,048 --> 01:06:26,683 "bruno," His first bulldog. 848 01:06:26,716 --> 01:06:29,586 I knew it wasn't you! 849 01:06:29,619 --> 01:06:32,789 I knew it! Oh, i knew it! 850 01:06:32,822 --> 01:06:36,160 Oh, my god! Rita! 851 01:06:49,506 --> 01:06:52,309 Maybe we Shouldn't, uh-- 852 01:06:53,443 --> 01:06:55,812 How-how much do i Owe you here, tom? 853 01:06:55,845 --> 01:06:58,782 No, it's on the house. 854 01:06:58,815 --> 01:07:01,651 - oh! Okay. - okay. 855 01:07:01,685 --> 01:07:05,021 Great. Great. Uh-- 856 01:07:06,723 --> 01:07:09,626 Okay? 857 01:07:17,501 --> 01:07:20,204 I-i'm just gonna walk The old guy down to the train. 858 01:07:20,237 --> 01:07:21,805 Uh, o-okay. Yeah. 859 01:07:23,307 --> 01:07:25,675 Good to see you, tom. Uh, you too. 860 01:07:25,709 --> 01:07:28,412 Tell rita i hope She feels better. I will. 861 01:07:28,445 --> 01:07:30,580 Uh, i will. 862 01:07:31,815 --> 01:07:34,551 Uh, come on. Let's get out of here. 863 01:07:39,556 --> 01:07:42,359 I missed ya. 864 01:07:42,392 --> 01:07:44,828 Where did you go? Berwyn. 865 01:07:44,861 --> 01:07:47,731 I stayed with his family. Julius becker. 866 01:07:47,764 --> 01:07:49,833 He had his wallet On him. 867 01:07:49,866 --> 01:07:52,202 I didn't know What else to do, Where to go. 868 01:07:52,236 --> 01:07:55,439 I couldn't tell my mom Or go to the cops. Who would believe me, right? 869 01:07:57,507 --> 01:08:00,644 They could've thrown me Into an institution Or an old folk's home. 870 01:08:00,677 --> 01:08:02,779 I didn't even Have our keys. 871 01:08:02,812 --> 01:08:06,616 I had to pretend to be him Until you figured it out. 872 01:08:06,650 --> 01:08:08,252 And i knew you would. 873 01:08:09,786 --> 01:08:12,456 I think this is like One of those dreams 874 01:08:12,489 --> 01:08:15,625 Where you keep telling Yourself "just hang on 875 01:08:15,659 --> 01:08:18,828 "and we're all Gonna wake up. 876 01:08:18,862 --> 01:08:22,266 We'll walk in And she'll be there and It's gonna be okay, rita." 877 01:08:25,335 --> 01:08:27,804 I just keep thinking There's something I'm forgetting. 878 01:08:27,837 --> 01:08:30,907 When he leaned in To kiss me, Something-- 879 01:08:30,940 --> 01:08:33,810 I-i gotta slow down. 880 01:08:33,843 --> 01:08:36,380 I'm sorry. 881 01:08:36,413 --> 01:08:39,383 That's okay. I get short Of breath. 882 01:08:42,252 --> 01:08:45,155 Better? What was i saying? 883 01:08:45,189 --> 01:08:47,257 You get short Of breath. 884 01:08:47,291 --> 01:08:49,493 No, before that. 885 01:08:49,526 --> 01:08:51,628 I'm not senile. 886 01:08:51,661 --> 01:08:54,198 I know. I know. 887 01:08:54,231 --> 01:08:56,900 Yeah, i thought Maybe it was salmonella 888 01:08:56,933 --> 01:08:58,835 From those Horrible chicken wings, 889 01:08:58,868 --> 01:09:01,405 And i was Imagining it all. 890 01:09:03,240 --> 01:09:05,309 So how was our honeymoon? 891 01:09:07,644 --> 01:09:09,579 Oh, come on. 892 01:09:11,348 --> 01:09:13,417 Does he know you know? 893 01:09:14,418 --> 01:09:16,420 He? She, whatever. 894 01:09:16,453 --> 01:09:18,555 Yes. 895 01:09:18,588 --> 01:09:20,524 He does. 896 01:09:22,892 --> 01:09:25,795 I think maybe you should Wait out in the hallway 897 01:09:25,829 --> 01:09:28,732 In case he tries to... 898 01:09:31,535 --> 01:09:33,470 Bolt. 899 01:09:53,290 --> 01:09:55,359 Thanks. 900 01:10:41,871 --> 01:10:43,873 What's the matter? Where's rita? 901 01:10:43,907 --> 01:10:45,842 I'm sorry About this, peter. 902 01:10:45,875 --> 01:10:49,413 Did something happen? You know i like you. 903 01:10:49,446 --> 01:10:52,015 What do you mean, You're sorry? 904 01:10:52,048 --> 01:10:55,885 Rita's gone back To lake forest With her mother, peter. 905 01:10:55,919 --> 01:10:58,422 Why? 906 01:10:58,455 --> 01:11:00,957 I don't think it's A good idea for you to come To the house or call 907 01:11:00,990 --> 01:11:03,293 For awhile, Until she calms down. 908 01:11:03,327 --> 01:11:05,429 I went for a walk. "calms down"? 909 01:11:05,462 --> 01:11:07,797 We brought both cars So i could pick up Some of her things, 910 01:11:07,831 --> 01:11:09,733 And i'll be out Of your way momentarily. 911 01:11:09,766 --> 01:11:12,669 Wait a minute! Marshal! 912 01:11:12,702 --> 01:11:16,340 I'm sorry for Whatever personal turmoil You're going through, son. 913 01:11:16,373 --> 01:11:18,475 Turmoil? What did she tell you? 914 01:11:18,508 --> 01:11:21,911 If you want me to Refer you to someone-- Rita says 915 01:11:21,945 --> 01:11:24,614 That you're suffering From delusions, peter. 916 01:11:24,648 --> 01:11:27,551 And i should tell you That she's talking about 917 01:11:27,584 --> 01:11:29,519 Filing for a divorce. 918 01:11:29,553 --> 01:11:33,056 Or an annulment. Whichever. Oh, now-- okay. 919 01:11:33,089 --> 01:11:37,594 What sort of delusions Did she say I was suffering from? 920 01:11:37,627 --> 01:11:40,797 She says... 921 01:11:40,830 --> 01:11:43,933 That you're convinced She's someone else. 922 01:11:43,967 --> 01:11:46,803 Uh-huh. Sure. 923 01:11:51,375 --> 01:11:54,077 I'm sorry. I'm gonna have to Defer to her wishes. 924 01:11:54,110 --> 01:11:57,080 I can't believe this! You're just gonna take Her word? 925 01:11:57,113 --> 01:11:59,816 It's difficult for me To believe, knowing rita The way that i do, 926 01:11:59,849 --> 01:12:03,387 That this is about a squabble Or a tiff of some kind. You don know her! 927 01:12:03,420 --> 01:12:06,456 You don't know The first thing about her. That's the absurd part. 928 01:12:06,490 --> 01:12:09,693 You don't even know Your own flesh and blood. 929 01:12:09,726 --> 01:12:11,695 I'm sure you're right, Peter. 930 01:12:12,962 --> 01:12:15,432 Rita was a communist. Did you know that? 931 01:12:15,465 --> 01:12:19,969 That she was in a communist Or socialist party? Then all right. 932 01:12:20,003 --> 01:12:22,872 Here's something else You didn't know. 933 01:12:22,906 --> 01:12:26,476 We didn't go out for a year. We didn't go out For anything like a year. 934 01:12:26,510 --> 01:12:28,945 You only see What you wanna see. 935 01:12:28,978 --> 01:12:31,915 She's lying to you now, Dr. Boyle. Let go, please. 936 01:12:31,948 --> 01:12:34,083 She may know certain facts, 937 01:12:34,117 --> 01:12:38,121 But that's from reading Rita's journals. 938 01:12:38,154 --> 01:12:41,057 Watch her. 939 01:12:41,090 --> 01:12:44,360 Watch the way She sits. 940 01:12:46,930 --> 01:12:50,700 Her eyes. See a doctor, Boy. 941 01:12:52,469 --> 01:12:57,106 Watch the way she listens To everything we say. 942 01:12:57,140 --> 01:12:59,776 It isn't her! 943 01:12:59,809 --> 01:13:02,679 The way she chews, For christ's sake. 944 01:13:02,712 --> 01:13:04,848 I'd like to leave now. 945 01:13:13,857 --> 01:13:16,493 Open your eyes! 946 01:13:29,072 --> 01:13:32,542 Look, i'm not Equipped for this. 947 01:13:32,576 --> 01:13:35,011 I'm sorry. I'm not attracted to you. 948 01:13:35,044 --> 01:13:37,814 What are you, nuts? 949 01:13:37,847 --> 01:13:40,550 I don't think that's The issue here. 950 01:13:40,584 --> 01:13:42,786 Have a seat. Come on. 951 01:13:44,788 --> 01:13:49,759 You're just-- If i thought that you Really were here, rita, i-- 952 01:13:49,793 --> 01:13:53,830 What's the name-- okay-- Of the guy you went out with In high school? 953 01:13:53,863 --> 01:13:56,099 Wait. The one who wanted To run away with you. 954 01:13:56,132 --> 01:13:58,101 If i can't remember his name, Then you can't remember it Either. 955 01:13:58,134 --> 01:14:00,804 John. Oh, rita. 956 01:14:08,211 --> 01:14:10,847 You're not Imagining me. 957 01:14:10,880 --> 01:14:13,216 This just Does not happen. 958 01:14:13,249 --> 01:14:15,218 Tell me about it. 959 01:14:17,053 --> 01:14:19,589 All right. 960 01:14:19,623 --> 01:14:21,558 Think. 961 01:14:27,030 --> 01:14:30,166 Let me see his wallet, Please. May i? 962 01:14:30,199 --> 01:14:32,068 Thank you. 963 01:14:35,104 --> 01:14:38,074 Becker. Is he dutch, Do you know? Is it a dutch name? 964 01:14:38,107 --> 01:14:40,677 You were the one that said You lived there, rita. Jesus! 965 01:14:40,710 --> 01:14:43,847 Well, they don't speak dutch. I can't exactly ask. 966 01:14:43,880 --> 01:14:45,615 I'm trying to keep A low profile 967 01:14:45,649 --> 01:14:48,518 In case they find out I'm really a girl. Okay? 968 01:15:09,773 --> 01:15:11,708 Who is it? 969 01:15:18,114 --> 01:15:20,083 Hi, ms. Blier. Don't worry. 970 01:15:20,116 --> 01:15:22,185 What? What's wrong? 971 01:15:22,218 --> 01:15:24,788 My name is Barry sanford. 972 01:15:24,821 --> 01:15:28,091 Your dad apparently Walked up to a couple Of young gentlemen... 973 01:15:28,124 --> 01:15:30,827 I got lost. Downtown... 974 01:15:30,860 --> 01:15:33,597 And asked them What city he was in, 975 01:15:33,630 --> 01:15:36,566 And they were kind enough To call us at the hot line. 976 01:15:36,600 --> 01:15:39,268 I'm home now, so-- 977 01:15:39,302 --> 01:15:43,172 I work with The madison street Crisis intervention center. 978 01:15:43,206 --> 01:15:45,709 We just wanted to make sure That he got home safe. 979 01:15:45,742 --> 01:15:48,978 Oh, uh, come in, please. I'm leah. This is My husband jerry. 980 01:15:49,012 --> 01:15:52,081 Hi, larry sanford. What can we get you? Come on in. 981 01:15:52,115 --> 01:15:55,885 Something to-- You're sure? 982 01:15:55,919 --> 01:15:57,854 Yes, thank you. 983 01:15:59,122 --> 01:16:01,224 You told me you were Going for a walk. 984 01:16:01,257 --> 01:16:03,326 Did you take The train again? 985 01:16:04,694 --> 01:16:06,730 I got lost, I told you. 986 01:16:06,763 --> 01:16:08,832 Your dad's gonna be Fine, mrs. Blier. 987 01:16:08,865 --> 01:16:12,736 Why did you take the train? Please. 988 01:16:12,769 --> 01:16:14,704 Daddy. 989 01:16:17,340 --> 01:16:20,043 Did you want to Go somewhere? 990 01:16:20,076 --> 01:16:22,345 I'm going to lie down. 991 01:16:25,181 --> 01:16:27,150 Don't wake me up. 992 01:16:29,385 --> 01:16:31,921 You want me to go With you? 993 01:16:34,390 --> 01:16:37,360 You wanna lie down, I'll stay here. 994 01:16:45,334 --> 01:16:47,671 This is how it gets. 995 01:16:47,704 --> 01:16:51,708 Two weeks ago, We had to go pick him up In lake forest. 996 01:16:51,741 --> 01:16:53,843 Why? Did he know Someone there? 997 01:16:53,877 --> 01:16:56,079 No, not that We're aware of. 998 01:16:56,112 --> 01:16:58,281 He doesn't always Get this way. 999 01:16:58,314 --> 01:17:00,884 Lately. He just takes off. 1000 01:17:00,917 --> 01:17:03,720 Is your father Involved in any 1001 01:17:03,753 --> 01:17:06,856 Activities that might Bring him into the city? 1002 01:17:06,890 --> 01:17:08,792 He isn't involved In anything. 1003 01:17:08,825 --> 01:17:11,928 We keep telling him to take An interest in life. 1004 01:17:11,961 --> 01:17:14,263 Is your father Suffering from any 1005 01:17:14,297 --> 01:17:17,233 Mental or neurological Disorders? 1006 01:17:17,266 --> 01:17:21,004 He hasn't been himself Since my mother died last fall. 1007 01:17:21,037 --> 01:17:23,239 He had to move in With us, and-- 1008 01:17:23,272 --> 01:17:25,374 This has been Coming on for awhile. 1009 01:17:25,408 --> 01:17:27,877 What has? 1010 01:17:36,853 --> 01:17:39,255 I'm not saying He can't stay here. 1011 01:17:39,288 --> 01:17:42,926 He struggled For so many years Just to make ends meet. 1012 01:17:42,959 --> 01:17:45,895 Then when he was ready To retire, boom. 1013 01:17:45,929 --> 01:17:48,331 We'd just gotten My mother buried. 1014 01:17:51,400 --> 01:17:55,338 We found out he has Lung cancer a few weeks ago. 1015 01:17:55,371 --> 01:17:59,475 He always complains, So i didn't-- 1016 01:17:59,508 --> 01:18:02,278 I guess i didn't Take it serious, 1017 01:18:02,311 --> 01:18:04,447 And cirrhosis he's had For years. 1018 01:18:07,116 --> 01:18:09,218 I can't put him away. 1019 01:18:10,787 --> 01:18:13,289 He doesn't even have A year to live. 1020 01:18:13,322 --> 01:18:16,159 You know? 1021 01:18:16,192 --> 01:18:18,728 If you knew the man He used to be-- 1022 01:18:18,762 --> 01:18:22,131 He was a-a self-starter, A real fighter. 1023 01:18:22,165 --> 01:18:25,301 I'm sorry, Mrs. Blier. I-- Oh-- 1024 01:18:25,334 --> 01:18:27,737 I think i left the gas on In the kitchen... 1025 01:18:27,771 --> 01:18:29,739 In the center. 1026 01:18:30,940 --> 01:18:33,810 Well, should I call someone? 1027 01:18:33,843 --> 01:18:35,945 No, no. 1028 01:18:35,979 --> 01:18:38,815 I'm so embarrassed. 1029 01:18:38,848 --> 01:18:40,449 The fire department? 1030 01:18:42,385 --> 01:18:44,353 I apologize. I'll drive you. 1031 01:18:44,387 --> 01:18:46,355 No. Yes. 1032 01:18:46,389 --> 01:18:48,491 Uh, no. I have a car. 1033 01:18:48,524 --> 01:18:52,095 It's just up the street. I'll be fine, thanks. 1034 01:18:54,263 --> 01:18:57,200 I'll call. 1035 01:19:00,436 --> 01:19:02,806 So what did you say? 1036 01:19:04,007 --> 01:19:05,975 Nothing. 1037 01:19:08,277 --> 01:19:11,180 Am i sick? No. 1038 01:19:11,214 --> 01:19:14,050 This is me, peter. Remember? 1039 01:19:21,257 --> 01:19:24,260 You have lung cancer And cirrhosis. 1040 01:19:27,530 --> 01:19:30,233 She said she thought You had a year to live. 1041 01:19:36,139 --> 01:19:37,440 Wow. 1042 01:19:46,916 --> 01:19:49,485 The next six days Were the worst, 1043 01:19:49,518 --> 01:19:52,288 The strangest, Of my life. 1044 01:19:53,589 --> 01:19:56,559 We moved back and forth From room to room. 1045 01:19:56,592 --> 01:19:59,395 We called her parents. 1046 01:19:59,428 --> 01:20:01,364 No answer. 1047 01:20:01,397 --> 01:20:04,100 The next day, the same. 1048 01:20:04,133 --> 01:20:06,502 And the next. 1049 01:20:06,535 --> 01:20:09,305 I called rita's aunt dorothy In cincinnati. 1050 01:20:09,338 --> 01:20:11,507 She had no idea Where they were, 1051 01:20:11,540 --> 01:20:15,044 And wanted to know Why i didn't know. 1052 01:20:15,078 --> 01:20:18,381 I told her Rita and i had split up. 1053 01:20:24,921 --> 01:20:28,024 Trust me. The car's gone. 1054 01:20:30,159 --> 01:20:32,528 Mom never turns The lights out, ever. 1055 01:20:32,561 --> 01:20:35,031 They're not here. 1056 01:20:36,299 --> 01:20:38,367 Then why are we whispering? 1057 01:21:32,121 --> 01:21:34,423 Some suitcases Are gone. 1058 01:21:42,298 --> 01:21:44,567 I miss your face. 1059 01:21:47,336 --> 01:21:49,572 How soft it was. 1060 01:21:53,309 --> 01:21:56,045 I miss it too. 1061 01:21:56,079 --> 01:21:58,447 Your hair was so great. 1062 01:22:02,051 --> 01:22:04,920 Oh, come on. 1063 01:22:14,597 --> 01:22:17,133 And your little white feet. 1064 01:22:18,267 --> 01:22:20,536 What? 1065 01:22:20,569 --> 01:22:22,438 You don't like these? 1066 01:22:29,712 --> 01:22:32,148 At night i could feel The loneliness 1067 01:22:32,181 --> 01:22:35,151 Coming off both of us Like heat. 1068 01:22:37,120 --> 01:22:39,322 It was as if we'd been Married forever, suddenly, 1069 01:22:41,457 --> 01:22:44,160 Without the sex. 1070 01:22:44,193 --> 01:22:47,997 Rita and i, meanwhile, Kept up the pleasantries. 1071 01:22:48,031 --> 01:22:51,134 The old married couple We'd become. 1072 01:22:52,568 --> 01:22:53,669 Time's up. 1073 01:23:05,581 --> 01:23:06,649 Rita. 1074 01:23:07,716 --> 01:23:09,018 What? 1075 01:23:14,090 --> 01:23:15,524 You know... 1076 01:23:18,161 --> 01:23:20,296 If you think How we're born... 1077 01:23:22,198 --> 01:23:25,701 And we go through All the struggle Of growing up... 1078 01:23:25,734 --> 01:23:28,437 And learning The multiplication tables... 1079 01:23:28,471 --> 01:23:32,075 And the name For everything. 1080 01:23:32,108 --> 01:23:35,278 The rules. 1081 01:23:35,311 --> 01:23:37,446 How not to get run over, 1082 01:23:37,480 --> 01:23:39,815 Braid your hair, 1083 01:23:39,848 --> 01:23:42,051 Pig latin. 1084 01:23:42,085 --> 01:23:46,155 Just all the effort. 1085 01:23:46,189 --> 01:23:49,825 Then getting a job, 1086 01:23:49,858 --> 01:23:52,561 Probably something You don't even like doing... 1087 01:23:52,595 --> 01:23:55,798 For not enough money, Like tending bar. 1088 01:23:57,866 --> 01:24:01,204 And that's if you're lucky. That's if you're... 1089 01:24:01,237 --> 01:24:04,340 Not born in calcutta... 1090 01:24:04,373 --> 01:24:07,042 Or the u.s. Without money. 1091 01:24:11,114 --> 01:24:12,815 Then there's your marriage, 1092 01:24:12,848 --> 01:24:17,220 Having your own kids if-- 1093 01:24:17,253 --> 01:24:20,423 You know. 1094 01:24:20,456 --> 01:24:23,792 And they're going through The same struggle All over again. 1095 01:24:23,826 --> 01:24:26,462 Only worse, because... 1096 01:24:28,497 --> 01:24:32,701 Somebody's trying to sell them Crack in the first grade by now. 1097 01:24:35,171 --> 01:24:38,441 And all this time, You're paying taxes, 1098 01:24:38,474 --> 01:24:41,544 Your hair starts To fall out, 1099 01:24:41,577 --> 01:24:44,547 And you're wearing Six pairs of glasses... 1100 01:24:44,580 --> 01:24:46,815 Which you can never find. 1101 01:24:49,452 --> 01:24:52,888 And you can't recognize Yourself in the mirror. 1102 01:24:52,921 --> 01:24:58,794 And if you live long enough, You finally get to watch Everybody die. 1103 01:25:00,596 --> 01:25:02,731 All your loved ones-- 1104 01:25:02,765 --> 01:25:06,235 Your wife, Your husband. 1105 01:25:07,503 --> 01:25:09,672 Your kids, maybe. 1106 01:25:11,874 --> 01:25:14,443 And you're totally alone. 1107 01:25:18,414 --> 01:25:21,584 And as a final reward For all this, 1108 01:25:22,618 --> 01:25:24,553 You disappear. 1109 01:25:27,923 --> 01:25:29,892 No one knows where. 1110 01:25:33,462 --> 01:25:35,764 I don't want you To die, rita. 1111 01:25:35,798 --> 01:25:37,900 I don't want me To die either. 1112 01:25:37,933 --> 01:25:42,238 And i'm going to. So are you. 1113 01:25:42,271 --> 01:25:44,207 But... 1114 01:25:45,541 --> 01:25:48,143 We got to have this. 1115 01:25:50,413 --> 01:25:52,948 I mean, 1116 01:25:52,981 --> 01:25:55,251 What a trip... 1117 01:25:56,752 --> 01:25:58,687 Meeting you... 1118 01:26:01,257 --> 01:26:03,492 And being in love, 1119 01:26:05,728 --> 01:26:07,663 Falling. 1120 01:26:12,768 --> 01:26:15,404 It was bitchin' For awhile. 1121 01:26:18,241 --> 01:26:20,243 And okay. 1122 01:26:20,276 --> 01:26:24,680 So this isn't such A turn-on, i admit, but-- 1123 01:26:25,681 --> 01:26:26,949 I adore you. 1124 01:26:26,982 --> 01:26:28,417 What? 1125 01:26:30,453 --> 01:26:32,388 My hearing. 1126 01:26:33,789 --> 01:26:35,858 No, i'm serious. 1127 01:26:35,891 --> 01:26:39,228 I said you would've Hated jamaica. 1128 01:26:39,262 --> 01:26:41,297 Trust me. 1129 01:26:45,934 --> 01:26:48,837 Come on. Call again. 1130 01:26:51,707 --> 01:26:53,776 I mean, he's always saying, "oh, you know-- 1131 01:26:53,809 --> 01:26:57,980 Wow, you have got to come To this club, the aquamarine." 1132 01:26:58,013 --> 01:27:00,616 Have you been there? 1133 01:27:00,649 --> 01:27:02,851 No? Oh, you're kidding. 1134 01:27:02,885 --> 01:27:04,687 It's actually pretty cool. 1135 01:27:04,720 --> 01:27:06,655 They've got all these different Bars and huge fish tanks. 1136 01:27:06,689 --> 01:27:08,357 It's really pretty amazing-- 1137 01:27:08,391 --> 01:27:10,826 You know, for about a minute. 1138 01:27:14,830 --> 01:27:17,700 Hello. Oh, marion, It's peter. 1139 01:27:19,735 --> 01:27:22,371 I thought It might be you. Where have you been? 1140 01:27:22,405 --> 01:27:24,440 I've been worried. How's rita? 1141 01:27:24,473 --> 01:27:27,510 She's terrible, peter. We took her to london. 1142 01:27:27,543 --> 01:27:30,646 She was so shook up, Marshal thought She needed a rest. 1143 01:27:30,679 --> 01:27:33,982 What happened between The two of you, peter? 1144 01:27:34,016 --> 01:27:36,285 If you don't want to Tell me, you don't have to. 1145 01:27:36,319 --> 01:27:38,454 I guess i must've Said something About her... 1146 01:27:38,487 --> 01:27:41,056 Not being the same person. 1147 01:27:41,089 --> 01:27:44,593 But i would do Anything... 1148 01:27:44,627 --> 01:27:47,062 To get rita back. 1149 01:27:47,095 --> 01:27:50,399 I love her with all My heart and soul. 1150 01:27:50,433 --> 01:27:52,535 You can't come Here, peter. 1151 01:27:52,568 --> 01:27:55,971 If either of them knew I was talking to you, They'd have me shot at sunrise. 1152 01:27:56,004 --> 01:27:59,442 What if-- It's just a thought-- 1153 01:27:59,475 --> 01:28:03,879 But what if you said I was going away on business For a couple of weeks? 1154 01:28:03,912 --> 01:28:06,014 Oh, i don't know, peter. 1155 01:28:06,048 --> 01:28:08,751 And you said that She could stop by... 1156 01:28:08,784 --> 01:28:12,588 And pick up her things From storage In the basement. 1157 01:28:12,621 --> 01:28:16,759 All her old letters And diaries From her childhood. 1158 01:28:16,792 --> 01:28:19,495 And when you came by With her, i'd be here, 1159 01:28:19,528 --> 01:28:21,530 And we could talk. 1160 01:28:22,698 --> 01:28:25,734 When would you want us? 1161 01:28:25,768 --> 01:28:27,903 Anytime. I'm not promising Anything. 1162 01:28:27,936 --> 01:28:29,972 I understand. Monday? 1163 01:28:30,005 --> 01:28:32,040 Monday's great! 1164 01:28:32,074 --> 01:28:35,411 I'll try. That's all i can do. I understand. 1165 01:28:35,444 --> 01:28:37,413 Thank you. 1166 01:28:37,446 --> 01:28:39,415 What time? 1167 01:28:39,448 --> 01:28:41,450 Anytime. Noon, say? 1168 01:28:41,484 --> 01:28:44,753 - noon's great. - high noon. 1169 01:28:44,787 --> 01:28:47,423 High noon. 1170 01:28:47,456 --> 01:28:51,394 Peter. Yes? 1171 01:28:51,427 --> 01:28:53,762 What you said before... 1172 01:28:53,796 --> 01:28:56,399 About rita not being The same person-- 1173 01:28:56,432 --> 01:28:58,401 Uh-huh. 1174 01:28:58,434 --> 01:29:02,505 She may not be The picture of the woman You thought she was, 1175 01:29:02,538 --> 01:29:04,407 But that's an image, Peter. 1176 01:29:04,440 --> 01:29:07,943 Just a picture. Words. 1177 01:29:07,976 --> 01:29:11,814 That's life. That's marriage. 1178 01:29:11,847 --> 01:29:15,818 But i know She loves you... 1179 01:29:15,851 --> 01:29:18,454 And misses you. 1180 01:29:21,123 --> 01:29:23,892 I miss her too. 1181 01:29:23,926 --> 01:29:27,830 All right. I'll see you monday then. 1182 01:29:29,498 --> 01:29:32,501 - thank you, mom. - all right. 1183 01:29:32,535 --> 01:29:35,037 Bye. Bye, now. 1184 01:29:49,585 --> 01:29:51,454 She'll try. 1185 01:30:47,943 --> 01:30:50,012 He keeps it clean. 1186 01:30:56,685 --> 01:30:58,921 Now, i want you To talk, rita. 1187 01:30:58,954 --> 01:31:02,958 I want you both to talk. That's all. 1188 01:31:02,991 --> 01:31:05,894 You can do that much, Since you took the trouble To marry him. 1189 01:31:08,531 --> 01:31:11,233 This was my idea, By the way. 1190 01:31:23,111 --> 01:31:25,047 How have you been? 1191 01:31:26,148 --> 01:31:28,851 I wanted to come. Really? 1192 01:31:30,619 --> 01:31:32,888 I wouldn't Have thought that. 1193 01:31:32,921 --> 01:31:35,858 But you're here, so-- 1194 01:31:48,737 --> 01:31:50,673 Can i get you Something? 1195 01:31:59,314 --> 01:32:02,084 It's been real lonely Without you, rita. 1196 01:32:04,753 --> 01:32:07,289 You, uh, 1197 01:32:07,322 --> 01:32:10,793 Went to london, Your mom says. 1198 01:32:10,826 --> 01:32:13,061 How was it? 1199 01:32:13,095 --> 01:32:15,097 Okay, tie his feet! 1200 01:32:15,130 --> 01:32:18,934 Rita, come on! Give me-- gi-- 1201 01:32:18,967 --> 01:32:20,903 Goddamn it! 1202 01:32:25,908 --> 01:32:27,976 Okay. 1203 01:32:28,010 --> 01:32:31,279 Give me the knife. Rita! 1204 01:32:34,282 --> 01:32:37,886 Kiss him. 1205 01:32:37,920 --> 01:32:40,656 Go on! 1206 01:32:57,039 --> 01:32:59,642 Rita? 1207 01:32:59,675 --> 01:33:02,110 No, it didn't work. 1208 01:33:02,144 --> 01:33:05,814 Is it you? I don't know How it happened. 1209 01:33:05,848 --> 01:33:08,250 I don't know what i did. I'll kill you! I swear to god i will! 1210 01:33:08,283 --> 01:33:10,318 Peter-- How the hell Did you do this? 1211 01:33:10,352 --> 01:33:12,621 Put the knife Down, please. It's a trick, rita. 1212 01:33:12,655 --> 01:33:15,724 Don't you know that much? He doesn't know. Give it to me. 1213 01:33:15,758 --> 01:33:18,093 - are you here, rita? - yes. I'm right here. 1214 01:33:18,126 --> 01:33:20,262 Talk to me If you're here. Please! 1215 01:33:20,295 --> 01:33:22,998 Give me the knife. I can't. 1216 01:33:23,031 --> 01:33:26,168 Put it down. All right? Just-- 1217 01:33:30,072 --> 01:33:32,040 Thank you. 1218 01:33:33,141 --> 01:33:35,177 Where did you go? 1219 01:33:35,210 --> 01:33:37,345 I couldn't imagine What happened to you. 1220 01:33:37,379 --> 01:33:39,214 Watch him. 1221 01:33:41,283 --> 01:33:44,319 4320 southeast avenue. 1222 01:33:44,352 --> 01:33:48,190 How is leah? I think She misses ya. 1223 01:33:48,223 --> 01:33:52,661 She keeps making soup And offering me another cup... 1224 01:33:52,695 --> 01:33:55,097 And another cup-- Your mother? 1225 01:33:55,130 --> 01:33:57,666 She isn't serious About the peanut butter And mayonnaise. 1226 01:33:57,700 --> 01:34:01,103 Oh, she made you one? A sandwich? 1227 01:34:01,136 --> 01:34:04,306 Stop this. I haven't had one of those Since grade school! 1228 01:34:04,339 --> 01:34:07,142 I'd almost forgotten. Did you try one? 1229 01:34:07,175 --> 01:34:09,411 Rita! Oh, they're Really good! 1230 01:34:10,779 --> 01:34:13,281 I've been over And over it... 1231 01:34:13,315 --> 01:34:15,417 So many times, You know? 1232 01:34:15,450 --> 01:34:19,888 Exactly-- Have you tried? 1233 01:34:19,922 --> 01:34:22,858 I wanted it. That's all i know. 1234 01:34:22,891 --> 01:34:27,095 I got on a train Going nowhere, As far as i knew. 1235 01:34:28,864 --> 01:34:31,033 There you were-- A wedding. 1236 01:34:31,066 --> 01:34:34,036 Young people Starting a life. 1237 01:34:34,069 --> 01:34:38,874 I wished to god I was that bridegroom Starting out, 1238 01:34:38,907 --> 01:34:41,143 Or the bride, For that matter. 1239 01:34:42,277 --> 01:34:45,080 Look at the shine In those eyes. 1240 01:34:45,113 --> 01:34:47,015 Oh, you're kidding. 1241 01:34:47,049 --> 01:34:50,753 I was totally freaked From the moment i woke up. I was terrified. 1242 01:34:50,786 --> 01:34:53,121 I thought, If i could shine... 1243 01:34:53,155 --> 01:34:55,858 Like the light Of that girl over there, 1244 01:34:55,891 --> 01:34:58,761 I'd never take another drink. 1245 01:34:58,794 --> 01:35:01,864 I'd let my liver hang on Another decade. 1246 01:35:01,897 --> 01:35:04,466 Stay out of the sun. Eat right. 1247 01:35:04,499 --> 01:35:07,369 This time i would floss. 1248 01:35:08,470 --> 01:35:11,006 I remember now. 1249 01:35:11,039 --> 01:35:15,210 Oh, god. I wanted to be you. 1250 01:35:15,243 --> 01:35:17,746 For one second Of one day, 1251 01:35:17,780 --> 01:35:19,948 What it would be like To just be. 1252 01:35:19,982 --> 01:35:23,218 - yes. - and not be afraid. 1253 01:35:23,251 --> 01:35:26,822 - if i could just get inside, - if i could get inside, 1254 01:35:26,855 --> 01:35:29,992 - i'll kiss the bride. - my whole life would be Behind me. 1255 01:35:30,025 --> 01:35:32,761 My whole life would be Ahead of me again. 1256 01:35:32,795 --> 01:35:36,298 - look at her-- the soft arms, The white teeth. - that smell. 1257 01:35:36,331 --> 01:35:38,901 - that sweet smell On her breath. - a man. 1258 01:35:38,934 --> 01:35:43,038 Not like something rotting Coming up from your insides, But soft. 1259 01:35:43,071 --> 01:35:45,908 - like a father. - like a baby. And white. 1260 01:35:45,941 --> 01:35:49,277 An old man... With nothing-- 1261 01:35:49,311 --> 01:35:52,314 - nothing to lose. - nothing to lose. 1262 01:35:52,347 --> 01:35:55,317 All you got to do Is want it... 1263 01:35:55,350 --> 01:35:57,853 Bad enough. 1264 01:36:24,479 --> 01:36:26,448 My god. 1265 01:36:32,554 --> 01:36:34,789 Rita? 1266 01:36:39,862 --> 01:36:42,097 Like an old suit. 1267 01:36:46,869 --> 01:36:50,906 My wife and daughter Had a bond. 1268 01:36:50,939 --> 01:36:55,944 I loved them both so much I wanted to eat them alive. 1269 01:36:57,279 --> 01:36:59,381 Women make a life... 1270 01:36:59,414 --> 01:37:01,917 Inside their body. 1271 01:37:01,950 --> 01:37:06,054 And that life comes out And holds onto them. 1272 01:37:06,088 --> 01:37:08,857 Clings to them. 1273 01:37:08,891 --> 01:37:11,059 Calls them up From school and says, 1274 01:37:11,093 --> 01:37:13,896 "i'm sick, ma. Come pick me up." 1275 01:37:14,963 --> 01:37:18,366 That baby is theirs For life. 1276 01:37:18,400 --> 01:37:22,104 Don't you see? To be able To look back 1277 01:37:22,137 --> 01:37:25,173 From their side Of the bed, 1278 01:37:25,207 --> 01:37:29,111 With their eyes, At last. 1279 01:37:38,253 --> 01:37:40,889 And you, my boy-- 1280 01:37:40,923 --> 01:37:45,593 I tried to be patient. I tried to be interested. 1281 01:37:45,627 --> 01:37:48,230 I called every hotel In ocho rios. 1282 01:37:48,263 --> 01:37:51,266 What the hell is A long island iced tea? 1283 01:37:52,634 --> 01:37:54,502 You're A sweet kid. 1284 01:37:54,536 --> 01:37:57,472 No hard feelings, But... 1285 01:37:57,505 --> 01:37:59,407 You're not my type. 1286 01:38:01,043 --> 01:38:03,545 Please. I don't know. 1287 01:38:03,578 --> 01:38:07,449 The idea Of livin' forever-- 1288 01:38:09,351 --> 01:38:11,353 It's not so good. 1289 01:38:13,655 --> 01:38:16,658 And those parents of yours You can keep. 1290 01:38:18,126 --> 01:38:20,095 Thank you. 1291 01:38:28,670 --> 01:38:31,940 Do yourselves a favor. 1292 01:38:31,974 --> 01:38:33,942 Floss. 1293 01:38:50,392 --> 01:38:52,360 Oh, my god! 1294 01:38:54,096 --> 01:38:56,064 My body! 1295 01:39:02,404 --> 01:39:05,007 My body! 1296 01:39:07,409 --> 01:39:11,579 There they are. Look at those. 1297 01:39:12,747 --> 01:39:14,716 Yes. 1298 01:39:17,552 --> 01:39:20,122 Your hair. 1299 01:39:22,357 --> 01:39:24,059 I'm here! 1300 01:39:28,463 --> 01:39:30,565 I'm not afraid. 1301 01:39:30,598 --> 01:39:32,100 I know. 1302 01:39:35,203 --> 01:39:37,539 I'm not afraid! 1303 01:39:37,572 --> 01:39:39,574 Oh, i love you! 1304 01:39:42,710 --> 01:39:44,379 Give me a smile. 1305 01:39:47,049 --> 01:39:50,118 Je hebt erg Witte tanden. 1306 01:39:52,587 --> 01:39:55,523 Je hebt erg Witte tanden. 1307 01:39:55,557 --> 01:39:59,227 Oh! I don't remember What i was supposed To say, peter. 1308 01:39:59,261 --> 01:40:03,265 - i know i memorized it. - om je beter Mee op te eten. 1309 01:40:03,298 --> 01:40:06,068 You promised You'd tell me. 1310 01:40:06,101 --> 01:40:08,070 What does it mean? 1311 01:40:09,237 --> 01:40:11,573 The better To eat you with. 1312 01:40:24,452 --> 01:40:26,554 Never, 1313 01:40:26,588 --> 01:40:29,457 Never to be squandered-- 1314 01:40:29,491 --> 01:40:32,594 The miracle Of another human being. 1315 01:40:34,529 --> 01:40:37,199 You're the miracle. No, you are. 1316 01:40:37,232 --> 01:40:39,834 You. 1317 01:40:39,867 --> 01:40:41,303 You. 1318 01:41:30,352 --> 01:41:34,356 * if you hear 1319 01:41:34,389 --> 01:41:38,526 * a song in blue 1320 01:41:38,560 --> 01:41:43,531 * like a flower crying 1321 01:41:44,632 --> 01:41:47,669 * for the dew 1322 01:41:49,237 --> 01:41:51,639 * that was my heart 1323 01:41:51,673 --> 01:41:56,544 * serenading you 1324 01:41:57,612 --> 01:42:00,782 * my prelude to 1325 01:42:00,815 --> 01:42:04,419 * a kiss 1326 01:42:05,753 --> 01:42:09,691 * if you hear 1327 01:42:09,724 --> 01:42:13,861 * a song that grows 1328 01:42:13,895 --> 01:42:16,731 * from a tender 1329 01:42:16,764 --> 01:42:23,205 * sentimental rose 1330 01:42:24,706 --> 01:42:27,375 * that was my heart 1331 01:42:27,409 --> 01:42:33,415 * trying to compose 1332 01:42:33,448 --> 01:42:36,718 * a prelude to 1333 01:42:36,751 --> 01:42:40,455 * a kiss 1334 01:42:43,358 --> 01:42:48,363 * though it's just A simple melody * 1335 01:42:51,766 --> 01:42:54,636 * with nothing fancy 1336 01:42:56,671 --> 01:42:59,173 * nothing much 1337 01:43:00,308 --> 01:43:02,577 * you could 1338 01:43:02,610 --> 01:43:07,349 * turn it to a symphony 1339 01:43:08,883 --> 01:43:13,321 * a schubert tune 1340 01:43:13,355 --> 01:43:17,725 * with a gershwin touch 1341 01:43:17,759 --> 01:43:23,965 * oh, how my love song 1342 01:43:23,998 --> 01:43:26,968 * gently cries 1343 01:43:27,001 --> 01:43:31,773 * for the tenderness 1344 01:43:31,806 --> 01:43:36,644 * within your eyes 1345 01:43:38,480 --> 01:43:40,882 * my love is a prelude 1346 01:43:42,284 --> 01:43:46,654 * that never dies 1347 01:43:46,688 --> 01:43:50,292 * a prelude to 1348 01:43:50,325 --> 01:43:53,227 * a kiss 1349 01:44:31,933 --> 01:44:36,938 * how my love song 1350 01:44:36,971 --> 01:44:40,041 * gently cries 1351 01:44:40,074 --> 01:44:44,846 * for the tenderness 1352 01:44:44,879 --> 01:44:49,551 * within your eyes 1353 01:44:50,718 --> 01:44:53,821 * my love is a prelude 1354 01:44:53,855 --> 01:44:58,493 * that never dies 1355 01:44:59,727 --> 01:45:03,865 * a prelude to 1356 01:45:03,898 --> 01:45:07,869 * a kiss 1357 01:45:08,305 --> 01:46:08,272 api.OpenSubtitles.org is deprecated, please implement REST API from OpenSubtitles.com